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500

Ik. Title seems sus.

Kiyotaka PoV

I watched as Kei's heartbeat began to drop.

I didn't move.

I had no reason to move.

" I......I'm sorry.....Kiyotaka...." her weak voice said.

I didn't respond.

I watched as her monitor went in a flatline.

Soon, the doctors and nurses rushed in.

They checked if they can still save her by restarting her heart.

But....

It was too late.

One of the nurses walked up to me with a look full of pity.

" S-Sir.....I'm sorry...but.....Karuizawa Kei has-" I stood up and silently walked out of the room.

I didn't care for what the nurse had to say.

I walked in the rain.

I clenched my fist.

500.

This has been the 500th time since I've went through this same scenario.

I died 100 times.

I cursed the world 200 times.

I blamed myself 300 times.

I cried 400 times.

...

.......

..........

And Kei died 500 times.

This marked Kei's 500th death.

But she does not know.

She'll always come back.

She'll never remember.

You must be wondering why I bare with this.

You must be wondering why I stopped crying after 400 or stopped cursing the world after 200

You must be wondering why I let Kei die 500 times.

I simply couldn't do anything about it.

No matter what I do.

No matter how I change myself, the people or the environment.

Kei was doomed to die.

It's such a simple fact.