Lea's POV
Sa tingin niyo easy lang 'to sa part ko? Hindi no. It's as difficult as killing yourself. Nah. It's more of doing it in a sense of experiencing hell! Agh. Can't get through it. Parang nakalutaw ako sa hangin. Shit. A big shit. My eyes were doing like more on being pathetic. My eyes were doing a transposition. From Bamboo to Aga and vice versa. And guess what? I hate the feeling.
"So kelan ang kasal?", Bamboo started.
"Aba. Depende 'yan sa Babes ko. Haha. Underdog ako 'pre.", Aga.
"Hey Lei! The decision is all yours daw sabi ni Aga. So kelan nga?", Bamboo changing his subject for a small interview, I guess.
Para akong walang narinig. Ano ba! Supposedly, ikaw ang pakakasalan ko Bamboo! Ikaw! Agh. Shit naman oh. A shit. What are you thinking? Na ganun-ganon na lang. All through the years, I have loved you Bamboo. Punyeta naman oh.
'Di ko na mapipigilan sarili ko. Aamin na ako.
"Ikaw 'yung gusto kong pakasalan.", my eyes were on elsewhere.
Napansin 'yun ni Aga. Now, he's caressing my cheek. I closed y eyes to hide my feelings. This eyes can lead me to death. Too expressive dear. Haay! Ano ba. Eh sa madali akong mahuli sa mata eh'.
I opened my eyes. Bamboo's eyes were on me like he's tryin' to say the "what-did-you-just-say" words.
"Shm. Alam ko naman Babes sa gwapo ko namang ito. Gusto ata akong pakasalan ng lahat ng babae eh. Haha.", Aga blasted the awkward silence here.
Huh? Ulol. 'Di para sa 'yo yun. Ewan ko ba dito kay Aga at atat na atat na maka move-on ako. Baka nagsasawa na sa pag-intindi sa akin. Haaay. Pano naman ako makakamove-on kung 'di pa naging kami ni Bamboo Babes ko. Haha. Pasaway ko. Lol.
"Lea? Babes?", Aga is trying to wake me up from my inhibitions.
"Ahm. Excuse me gents. Can I go to the comfort room. Naiihi ako eh.", Dude. I tryin' to ease the PRESSURE & PAIN.
After a minute, I am about to get back to the sala. Okey. Heto na naman tayo. Breath in. Breath out.
"Pre, mahal ko si Lea since my eyes landed on hers. She's the marrying -type. She's one of a kind. And look, I am 28 and she's 27. Settling time na din no.", Aga let out a not-so-brief explanation like he's interrogated. Wait. INTERROGATED? Interrogated by Bamboo? Baka naman inamin na niya kay Aga na mahal niya ako kaya napa-explain si Aga. Sabi ko na nga ba eh. Bamboo loves me. Hihi. Kinikilig ako.
I decided to settle myself hiding beneath the island-type kitchen. I'm excited for my Bamboo Babes revelations. Haha.
"Ano ka ba naman pre, I trust you. Basta 'wag mong sasaktan si Lea ha? Men, settle for the best. 'Wag mong paiiyakin 'yan or else?", Bamboo said.
Shit. Pinauubaya na niya ako. He's a smartass. It sucks. Shit. I'm bleeding. My heart is bleeding for you Bamboo. I am sobbing. I'm tring to hold it in but I can't. My tears were slowly rolling down my face. Asstit. Shit. Hindi ako 'to eh. Hindi ako ganito noon. Because of you Bamboo. I'm renewed. I'll be happy to receive flowers if it's from you. I'll start dating if you'll ask me. I will bring your lunch everyday. IF IT'S FOR YOU. I loved you since then. You owe for that, do you? Do a favor and love me back. Please.
"Hey easy men. Haha. Di ko sasaktan si Lea. I love her so much. Mas mahal ko pa siya sa buhay ko.", Aga in his very sincere tone.
"Sige ka kung sasaktan mo siya baka AGAWIN KO SIYA SAYO.", then he bursted out a soft laugh from his manly system. That's why I love him. Wait? Did he just say AGAWIN KO SIYA SAYO. So? May chance pa? Sabihin niyo. May chance pa. Mahal niya nga ako. Sana nga. Tama ang iniisip ko. Ngayon lang Lord. Please.
My eyes were on them. Para akong ninja. Hiding somewhere. Haha. Nakita kong tiningnan ni Bamboo ang relo niya.
"Men, it's getting late. It's almost 4 pm. I have to go. Pakisabi na lang kay Lea na aalis na ako. May guesting pa ako pre.", Bamboo said.
"Keep going, men. I 'm sure she'll understand."
"I gotta go. Best wishes men, to you ang Lea.", he bidded goodbye to Aga.
I composed myself. Yes! May chance pa. I have to talk to Aga baka matulungan niya ako.
I flashed a smile. A very big one.
Aga's POV
She flashed a smile. A very big one. Those killer smile. Stop it Lea, would you? You're making me crazy, girl. Instead of letring myself be hypnotized. I started picking up the dishes from the small table.
"What's eith the smile, lad?", I asked as I pick up those eating paraphernalias.
"I've heard everything.", she spilled.
"And?", I started walking towards kitchen.
"He said na kung sasaktan mo ko, aagawin niya ko from you. You, know, I can't believe this. He's li-", she's speaking in enthusiasm. I decided to interupt the excitment she's feeling right now.
"And you know what? Na-usap na tayo regarding this. And you told me earlier na magmomove-on kana. Lea. Ano 'to?", I'm speaking like I'm mot talking to her. My eyes were still on the dishes. I grabbed the sponge and then I started washing the plates.
"Look Aga. Walang magmomove-on, okey? I'm not gonna move-on. There's still hope. And I owe you this one.", Now, she's trying to caught my attention.
I did not answer.
"Hey c'mmon Ags. Help me out. And besides, I'm not gonna bo-"
"Bullshit! You're impossible Lea! Kani-kanina lang. Sabi mo mag momove-on kana?! And now you're telling me, may pag-asa? Shit! Bullshit! You're really impossible! ", this time I'm screaming on top of my lungs. I stopped washing the dishes as I face her. Now she looks mad. Terribly mad. Uh-oh.
"Did you just shout on me?! You inconsiderate being! Ano bang gusto mo! Punyeta! You want me to move-on?! Hindi ko nga kaya. Bakit ba?! Bakit ba ha?! Dahil pabigat ako?! Bakit? Sinabi ko bang damayan mo ako o kaya tulungan mo akong mag-move-on?! Ha?! First and foremost, ikaw ang nag-offer na tutulungan mo ko. Bullshit! " Yes, she's mad. She's too outspoken. Minahal ko siya dahil diyan. Pero not in a way na sakin niya iaaply. Now, this is the BIG SHIT.
