PAIN, LOVE, PATIENCE

CHAPTER-FIFTY SEVEN

We had been in the hospital for 2 days and now it was time for us to go Isaiah ass wasn't trying to leave all day but gladly he had to "do something". Liyah was here picking us up now

" Hi auntie fatts" Ari walked in the room grabbing poppa(Payton)

" well damn I haven't seen you in a while either Sis and you just met him" i scrunched my face up

" hey co co" she sarcastically said kissing my forehead

" y'all ready" the doctors had already gave me my discharge papers it was just time to go

" yeah, poppa you ready" I kissed my son. I couldn't believe I can say I have a son. I missed my bad ass daughter though

"I do not wanna get in this damn wheel chair I can walk" i rolled my eyes

" sit ya ass down" Liyah pointed to the chair, I smacked my teeth sitting down 

Before I left the nurses had came in to see the baby

" he is so handsome see y'all take care of baby boy and that crazy baby of yours at home" I chuckled as ari pushed me while loyal carried the bags

" okay Thanks again for everything" we got on the elevator to leave

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We was at my parents house here that they rent out but it's not currently being rented so she told us we could stay here. I was thinking bout going back to Cali seriously.Isaiah been calling my phone since we got in the car LITERALLY, he had to call at least 100 times by now.

" you playing with my kids right" I played part of the voice message but stopped it because I heard Isaiah mom walking in the house with Parys

" MOMMY BABY" she wiggled out of ma arms and ran to me " ma ma ddifjfnfbbffnd baby" I hugged her so tight. I'm missed my princess cry baby I laughed as she pointed to my stomach

" mommy had baby brother" I picked her up to wash her hands then took her to the room to see Payton. As soon as she seen him  she wiggled out my arms running to the bassinet trying to climb on him.

" P wait mommy gonna help you" "Baby" I lifted Parys on the bed moving her back toward the pillow then grabbed Payton out the bassinet putting him on her lap

" baby" parys looked at me smiling " say Payton"

" pai pai" me and ma laughed " no not pai pai" she laughed

They were bonding he didn't even cry and yes he was already a little cry baby just like his sister. I thought she was going to be mean I'm pretty sure if she see her dad with him she'll definitely be jealous

" Have he tried calling you?" I asked ma " hell yeah he been calling me non stop, he think I know where you at but I told him I didn't"

"Good" I couldn't take another relationship being treated like dirt.It was time to focus on me most importantly my kids. I know he was gonna find us eventually, hopefully not but who knows I just need space from him right now.I knew he was possessed though and to be honest I was scared a little

Payton started whining so I grabbed him from Parys

"No no baby, baby" Parys cried out reaching out for the baby

"Eat eat P" i asked her I figured why not feed both of them then get them ready for a nap it was already 3:30 but I needed to try to take a shower. A proper Shower.

"Eat mama" i grabbed her hand helping her off the bed

"ISAIAH I DONT KNOW WHERE SHE IS IVE TOLD YOU MULTIPLE TIMES IVE TALKED TO HER BUT SHE'VE NEVER TOLD ME WHERE SHE WAS"I stopped in the doorway where I heard ma screaming

"Da D"I covered my hand over Parys mouth and lead them back to the room I would put on tv until I was done being nosey

"WHAT THE FUCKKKKK THIS FUCKING GIRL GONNA MAKE ME HURT HER" I heard him yell otp and I jumped a little

"ISAIAH DONT TALK LIKE THAT GIVE HER TIME TO COOL OFF" I heard mom trying to calm him

" NO FUCK THAT I GAVE HER ENOUGH FUCKING TIME SHE PLAYING AROUND WITH MY KIDS THEY ARE TWO PEOPLE I DONT PLAY ABOUT AND SHE FUCJING KNOW THAT,MA IM SERIOUS DID SHE TELL YOU WHERE SHE WAS AT" he yelled back through the phone I immediately went to get my phone. I was still traumatized I knew Isaiah would never hurt me but I thought Lance wasn't gonna hurt me either.

" Stop" she whispered yelled to me because I was going to call him because I didn't want him to do anything to me and he sound so angry

" ISAIAH WILLIAMS STOP I WOULDNT HIDE YOUR FIANCÉ AND CHILDREN FROM YOU, I LOVE YOU SON PLEASE JUST GIVE HER TIME SHES HURTING" she shook her head with her hand on her forehead

" I love you to ma but I don't think I can give her time I DIDN'T EVEN GET TO SEE MY FUCKING SON FOR MORE THAN 72 HOURS AND THEN SHE GOT MY FUCKING DAUGHTER NO FUCK THAT " I heard the phone hang up,my phone start immediately ringing. He wouldn't even let it fully ring before he hung up and called again

He called for the 50TH time before I answered I didn't wanna block him for the benefit of our children but he was pushing it

"ISAIAH STOP WE ARE SAFE I WILL CALL YOU WHEN IM READY TO TALK PLEASE JUST STOP CALLING" I yelled through the phone as I walked out the room both the kids were sleep

" DAKOTA LEI'LANI SMITH IM GONNA TELL YOU THIS NOW SO YOU BETTER LISTEN CLOSELY WHEN I FIND YOU, YOU BETTER HOPE I CAN KEEP MY COMPOSURE" I immediately hung up the phone because I didn't need him threatening. I heard Payton crying and I didn't want him to wake up Parys because her little ass never gonna go back to sleep.

" ISAIAH STOP PLEASE I AM TRYING TO PUT PAYTON TO SLEEP" I whispered yelled because I was trying to rock him back to sleep

" WHERE THE FUCK YOU AT JUST TELL ME I ONLY WANNA SEE MY KIDS YOU CAN HAVE YOUR LITTLE SPACE OR WHATEVER YOU WOULD LIKE TO CALL IT JUST TELL ME WHERE YOU AT" he said through clenched teeth but his voice was so calm

I knew all the little trick when it comes to bribery I just sat on the phone trying to think of what to say.

" ISAIAH no you just basically threatened me, I already went through this can you just be patient please I will let you see them I promise I just need time to think"

" FUCK ALL THAT THINKING SHIT..." He paused "DAKOTA the longer you keep them from the angrier I'm going to get" just like that he hung up. I was now crying because I didn't want him to hurt me but I also needed a peace of mind.

Since leaving Lance I havent been able to have a peace of mind of my own. It was Lance, then Isaiah, then straight to Cali, then Parys Came, then the incident with Parys,then we moved back to home, then Liyah, Then the incident where we were getting followed,Now Payton came with all this going on .I was thankful for my two blessing but WHEN WILL I HAVE TIME FOR ME.

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