We all go through things in life right? YES but the Things I've endured shouldnt no one go through. COME FACE OBSTACLES WITH ME 😣😉
⚠️THERE WILL BE MATURES SCENES AND MATURE LANGUAGE ‼️‼️‼️‼️⚠️
Today was the day of ty funeral and when i say this morning was hectic everybody was running around like a chicken with they head chopped off.
" ISAIAH LETS GOOO" I yelled from down stairs
" I'm coming Kota damn" he was already agitated cause he said " everyone was doing to much"
" Shut up and come take a picture" i mugged his head " don't touch me" he added
After taking our picture i posted them and everyone was ready to go...
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~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ In the car... " How you feeling" i cuddled more into Izzy
" I'm aight this shit just crazy i can't believe these Niggas killed my brother" he rubbed his hand across his face
" Ty is in a better place and Days will get better i promise you" i kissed his cheek and laid my head on his shoulder
"I love you Dakota" he kissed my forehead
"I love you more isa..."Parys cut me off by grabbing her dad face making sure to put just enough slobber on him as she cooed
" Daddy love you to princess" she coo'd laying her head on his chest. Yeah, I bet her ass was tired waking up at some Damn 6 in the morning...
" You ready" The car pulled up to the church. ————————————————————— IZZY POV
I couldn't break, i wouldn't break, my family needed me more than anything right now. My mom couldn't stop the tears since we pulled up to the church. My pops walked out he couldn't bare to see his son in a casket. After seeing Ty in the casket Liyah couldn't keep herself together, so her and Ace had to sit in the car until the burial. My little family... They kept it together, Dakota cried soon as we got in the church but when Parys started crying she got herself together.
Ari... I hadn't seen her and the funeral was ending. I figured she would've came but i understood being as though she was one of the last ones with him. Not to mention they was talking heavy before he passed.
My mom had finally stopped crying and wanted to go up to the casket before they shut it. I knew she couldn't go by herself so me and Kota went.
" I'm sorry i couldn't be a better mom, and i couldn't raise you to be a better man, I'm sorry i couldn't guide you in the right direction, and i know it's to late to turn back now but if i could i would, I let you down son! i let you down !" She broke down and that's when it hit me. I left out the church and i cried, i cried hard.
This was my fault if i hadn't left the game and made him take over this shit wouldn't of happened.If I just protected him like my mom asked, she wouldn't be in this predicament today.If i watched over him, then this wouldn't of happened. If i hadn't allowed him to touch my guns as a kid this wouldn't of happened. If i hadn't let them follow in my footsteps like i tried to do my father this wouldn't have happened.IF I WOULD HAVE KEPT MY WORK LIFE SEPARATED FROM MY HOME LIFE THIS WOULDNT OF HAPPENED!!!
He looked up to me and now I was beating myself up about this situation, I just needed a moment to myself. It's so much more i could've done and its gonna be more that i will do...
" Hey zay they need you in here to help carry the casket" her voice was so comforting, i wiped my eyes getting up dusting myself off
" What did i say, Days will get better and not only for you but for everyone" she kissed my lips " and it's okay to show emotions" she locked our hands together guiding us back in the church.Umm i can't wait to marry this girl.
——————————————————— DAKOTA POV
"Best friend i miss you so much baby A kicking ya ass" me and Liyah was sitting at the table eating. Instead of doing a repass the immediate family and few friend when out to dinner.
" girl i know few more weeks,i literally been on bed rest my whole pregnancy besides now" we laughed
"No literally best friend me and him gonna have to fight cause he kept cause us away from eachother so long" i rubbed her belly
" you wanna know something but don't be loud cause i know you" i playfully rolled my eyes. I couldn't not tell my best friend.
" Ard I'm not gonna be real real loud" she put air quotes around real,real
" I'm not playing liy cause I'm not ready to tell nobody" i smacked my teeth
" okay I'm not seriously" she smiled innocently
" I'm not okay but I'm pregnant again" i whispered to her making her eyes go big. I knew Liyah she wanted to get up and do to much.
" Bitchhhhhhhhhh, when the fuck did you find out" she dragged that whole thing irking. I loved this girl.
" i found out the day Ari was found, but the next day we went to the hospital and it was confirmed that I'll be 15 weeks in what" i looked at the calendar " two more days"
" oullllll you having a boy no doubt about it" she laughed shrugging her shoulders
" no actually I'm having a girl" i corrected her, i didn't know what i was having but i did want another girl. I feel like Parys needs someone to play with
" no y'all don't need another bunny she is beyond bad" i playfully rolled my eyes
" baby A gonna be the same way, she just spoiled cause Isaiah ass" i stuffed a French fry in my mouth
" yeah right but speaking of Ari where is she ?" Liyah spoke realizing she wasn't here
" ion think she would be able to handle any of this so I'm glad she kinda didn't come because it was already too much going on" i spoke honestly, she was never good at funerals and under these circumstances i knew it would have been worst.
" you right cause i couldn't keep it together, i feel bad that ace couldn't sit through the service but he said he didn't mind he didn't wanna see him like that anyway" she replied
For the rest of the dinner everyone was sitting around laughing, talking, telling memories. It was weird without Ty i couldn't lie but like i told izzy " Better days are coming"...
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