PAIN, LOVE, PATIENCE

CHAPTER-FIFTY

I didn't know where i was all i know was everything was dark i couldn't see nothing and neither could i escape it.Everything flashed back in a jiff It was my baby shower and i had got shot but where was i now? What happened after that?Was this my after life?

" HELP" i yelled out but i heard my echo
" HELP" i tried again and got the same response. I sat there and cried i wanted my family, i wanted my bestfriend, i wanted my husband and most importantly i wanted my Baby but i was trapped in a little room filled with darkness.

I laid there and cried i don't know but i must have fallen asleep through the darkness but when i woke up it was a light. I followed the light i knew it was probably my only way out but when i reached the light i was met with more darkness after the light I broke down i didn't wanna be here. I wasn't ready to die, i hadn't even gotta a chance to see my son face i cried myself to sleep again.

DAKOTA POV

" Babe come on because i wanna go shopping and then go to see Liyah" i called out for Isaiah, it's been the longest month ever. Parys been getting badder and badder, Ash got bigger, he so perfect. I was big as a house already and i was only 6 months this lil boy got me super big, i should have known i was having a boy cause i was tiny with Parys around this time.

" You take forever shopping, you better be lucky this for my son" he came down the steps with Parys along side of him. She was so dramatic, Now that she knew how to walk she didn't want nobody picking her up.

" Oh well let's go i got shit to do" i laughed at him
" and I'm driving today" i snatched the keys and ran to get in the driver set

" No ya ass not give me the keys" He tried to snatch the keys out my hands but i already put them in the ignition and started the car

" No zay I'll drive to the outlets and you can drive to the hospital" i pouted and he mean mugged me

" Man go on for real before i not let yo ass drive nowhere" I hooked his phone up, i can't stand his dumb ass music. I rolled my eyes he always wanted me and my daughter listening to thug music

" My baby don't wanna listen to this" I told him with a stank face.

" you wanna listen to this right princess" She nodded her head " yeah"

" you don't even wanna listen to this, you so annoying" i looked at her through the mirror and rolled my eyes, she gonna giggle.
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AT THE OUTLETS

"Babe she don't need all this shit, you keep getting her more and more shit, can't nothing else fit in that damn closet" i took the outfit he had out of his hand and put i back on the shelf. We been here for not even an hour and he already had 4 pairs of sneakers for her and like 2 bags of clothes. I was ready to go and we just got here.

" WE ARE HERE TO SHOP FOR HIM" I pointed to my stomach making sure he remember the reason we came here in the first place

" I know man look at all this shit i got for him, shit" he had about 2 bags filled with his sneakers and another 5 bags that's was filed with his clothes

" oh well but we already shopped for her, it's his turn now" i pulled him along to the polo store " i wanted everything in here" i picked up the outfit and admired it

" yeah you said that about the last 4 stores for him grab everything so we can go my arms getting tired" i looked at him crazy

" we just got here and plus it's not that much stuff, why we leaving so early" i tooted my lips up cause i damn sure wasn't ready to go

" you don't have shit in ya hand, you pushing the stroller and don't got a damn thing in ya hand but a damn Auntie Annie bag" he mugged me and i mugged him back

" okay we can put that in the car and come back I'm not ready to go" i told him with my hands folded

" ughhh you irritate me some time" he headed to the car to put the bags in there " Wait the card" i told him, i had my own money but since he wanna keep buying Parys everything imma keep making him pay for extra shut for my son. Come on i know what my child would need by now I'm on my second one...
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I had them in the mall for another hour and a half before we left. Isaiah was pissed but We only left because Parys was getting cranky.

" Never again from now on you either go by yourself, take the girls, or you shop online because I AM NEVER COMING WITH YOU AGAIN"we walked in the hospital to get to Liyah room

" it wasn't even that bad if ya daughter didn't wanna get out and walk it wouldn't of took that long" i laughed as i looked at her. I couldn't chase her so he was chasing her and holding the bags.

" you would say that and you didn't do shit" he jumped at me and i acted like i jumped " oull"

We walked out the elevator to go to the room, when we got in there His parents was in there

" Hi Ma, Hi pa, Hi brother, Hi ash cash " i spoke and went to got hug them before grabbing Asher out of his car seat
" why he mean mugging you" Mama A chuckled

"Cause i had him in the mall for only like a hour and he said that was too long" we both bussed out laughing

" Sisterrrrrr" i walked over to Liyah bedside and pushed her curly hair to the side behind her ear

" sis you gonna have to wake up because i can't do this shopping shit with her she do to much" i pushed his shoulder get out her face she don't wanna hear that's our know if she was here she or would of beat you up"

" yeah Ard" he jumped at Liyah and Pa popped him in his head " jump at my daughter again dammit"

" I'm tired of his ass touching me, imma fuck his big ass up" he tried to whisper to me but pa heard him, got up trynna hit him again

" Ard pa moveee" we all laughed at izzy, the way he was running. Asher started whining

" he probably hungry" Ace told me as he made his bottle and passed it to me but Ash didn't want it

" Ash what's wrong baby you wet" i checked his pamper. It wasn't wet "Cash what's wrong"

I woke back up because it was like electric had hit me, There it was the light again but it wasn't only that i heard echos.

" Help!" I yelled out, i wanted to try the light again but i couldn't take the disappointment again " Help!" I screamed toward the light to see if anyone would hear me but no response

I took my chances to go through the light and when i finally made i had to embrace myself for disappointment

"Here goes nothing" i thought to myself as i took a deep breath. I pushed through the light but it was a too hard, i pushed a little harder and my eyes opened to a bright light and room full of family...

-Welcome back Liyah
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