PAIN, LOVE, PATIENCE

CHAPTER-Fourty

SORRY FOR ANY ERRORS THAT MAY OCCUR 😌😌

DAKOTA POV

"NO! NO! NO!" I woke up to izzy throwing things all over the place waking parys

" IZZY!" I shouted trying to calm him, i didn't know what was going on but i was scared because he was never like this around us

"ISAIAH" i screamed out loud making him stop falling to his knees breaking down. This had to be serious because he never cried like this EVER.

" What's wrong baby? What's wrong" i lifted his head as I tried to rock parys back to sleep but she wasn't having it her dad was going through something

" NOOOOOOOO!" He yelled out again turning to punch the wall, which made parys scream at the top of her lungs reaching for her dad

" ISAIAH!baby whats going on?" i stood in front of him wrapping my free arm around his neck as parys gripped his shirt. She felt it, she knew something was wrong

" i can't" he wrapped his hands around both of us burying his head in my neck as he cried. I started crying with him but not only because he was crying but because whatever he was feeling it was contagious. I was hurting and i didn't know why but it hurted like hell.

We sat there for about 2 mins before he went into another rage

" FUCK IMMA KILL THESE PUSSSIES" he punched the tv cracking it

" ISAIAH STOP JUST TALKING TO ME" i tried to yell over all the crashing and Parys cries

" MY FUCKING BROTHER IS DEAD" i froze, the room felt like it was spinning so i sat down with parys still reaching out for her dad. I put her down as she crawled to him

" i lost my fucking brother, i lost him i was suppose to protect you TY" he buried his head on parys little shoulder holding her close as she pulled on his shirt to lift his head but he kept it down

" we gotta go" i started packing our stuff so it could be faster

" he really gone" i heard izzy sniffling he was taking it hard . I went and hugged him but parys push me away wrapping her arms around her dad.

I went to touch izzy again and she wouldnt let me wrap my arm around him

" dada" she cooed out making izzy lift his head, his eyes being blood shot red. She then placed a slobbery kiss on his lips( no i don't find it a problem with a dad/mom kissing his/her child in the mouth). He broke down again holding her a little tighter making her whimper, so he let up a little.

"This could've been me" he cried out and i embraced him with a hug
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ARRIVE BACK IN BALTIMORE...

"You okay" i asked izzy who was holding parys facing the window

" I'm chilling" he said with sadness showing in his voice, i rubbed his back.

" i just talk to him that morning Kota, THAT FUCKING MORNING" tears streamed down his face

" it's gonna be okay, days are gonna get better" i laid my head on his shoulder when he didn't respond, the rest of the ride was completely silent besides parys baby talking.

Arriving at izzy mother house we noticed it was about 30- 40 cars outside making me sigh cause i know it's gonna be something i feel it.

" you want me to grab her ?" I asked him softly

" if she wants you" he answered back so i reached for her but she tooted her lip up "dada". I rolled my eyes cause she so fake.

" sisterrrr" i ran over to Ari as soon as i got inside the house, her eyes were puffy, her hair was all over the place, and she had blood all over her shirt and pants