Forever Yours

Chapter 92

Josis's POV
I didn't answer i let it go to voicemail I was scared. "What do i do?" I say they both look at me. "Say the truth." Leo says. Ugh I guess i had no choice. Then my phone rang again. It was brother. "Answer it" Blake says. I take in a deep breath and answered.

*PHONE CALL*

'Hello'
'Thank god your okay your brother is going crazy he send the police to look for you'
'Yes I'm okay why would he do that?'
'Your house we came and it's burn down wanna talk to him?'
'Yes please'
....
'Hello josi? Is this really you?'
'Yes it's me'
'Where are you at i need to see you i need to know your okay'
'I'm at my sisters house. Yes im here don't worry'
'Okay I'll be there right now i have to see you bye!'

He hung up.

I stand up quickly. "I told you to say the truth." Leo says. "I have to ho fast bye." I run out the room and into the living room. I bumped into Aiden. "Where you going?"

I stay speechless nd walk out. I get into my car nd drove as fast as i could. I get there and get off i didn't even knock i just went in. "Ahhh!!!" Me and Luke scream. "What the fuck" i say holding my chest.

"Same to you," he says "what are you doing here?" "Uhh here to talk to my sister now move." I move him out of the door way and go in. My sister and the guys were coming downstairs. "Hey sister what happened why yall screamed?"

"Well your boyfriend was in the door when I opened it and we both got scared." They all started laughing. "Okay anyways what are you doing here so early?" My sister says.

Uhhhhh fuck what do i say? Should I tell her. I mean no I'll say a lie. "Just wait my brother is on his way." They all started surprised.

I go into the kitchen and get a drink. My sister comes in staring at me weird. "What's happening?" She says, I look at her standing there without a clue so delicate she always was. This will break her. I suddenly hear the door open.

My heart started beating so fast. This is it. "Babe! Oh here you are here that's what you ordered right?" My sister gets the bag from Luke. "Yes take it upstairs and the guys are up there go tell them to tell you what to do." He nods and leaves. "What did you do or what are you into right now?! No one better come in my house busting the door open or start shooting in here?!"

I was about to say something when my brother comes bursting in the door and runs to me and hugs me. "I'm so glad your okay what the hell happened?!" I look at both of them then shakira comes in. "I'll be upstairs." My sister nods her head with a smile. Then I have my brother staring at me watching every move i do.

"Can we sit?" I say we take a seat in the dinner room. I stayed quiet I was nervous. "Okay since your not talking tell me maria why is she at your house and when did it happened, and why didn't yall tell me?" She looks confused. "She came in today rushing in what are you talking about?"

They both look at me and I'm here playing with my hand i then smiled. I saw my brother and my smile left quick. He is strong but this will break him. I know it will.

"I'm waiting for an explanation," I look into his eyes. I look at my sister. "I-I- the house burn down.." "What!" My sister screams. "Yess I know that but where were you that was burn about a day ago or two?!" I couldn't look at their eyes.

"I was with some friends I call my family." I look up at them and their faces was in confusion. "continue" my sister said.

"Where is Anthony!" My brother screams. "I uh in the store." "Did he fucking burn down the house! TELL ME!! ILL KILL HIM!" My brother stands up. My sister stands up to calm him down. "No he didn't I don't know who did it, BUT IT WASNT HIM!" My brother turns around and comes to me. I stand up from my chair quick. My sister is trying to hold him back. But she obviously fails. And pushes causing her to hit herself on the table.

He's infront of my face. "I'm not fucking scared of you!" I say, "Also I'm in a gang and i was with them last night." My brother lifted up his hand and was about to slap me. His hand was stopped by Ashton grabbing him back. And Shakira holding his hand. "DONT FUCKING HIT HER ALSO OVER MY DEAD BODY YOU WILL HURT THEM!"

I was impressed Shakira! Is standing up for us. I go to my sister and she was crying. I mean she hit herself hard but was it that bad. "Hey are you okay?" I say. She looks at me. "Your in a gang?" I then realized it's not the hit she's crying about.

I stand up and look at them both. "Okay I'm in a gang yess since i was in high school they were always there for me they aren't bad people they are nice, they always protected me even protected yall. Also I'm not with Anthony in the moment I mean i don't know if we are even still dating. We started talking and he started telling me about his life he never told me anything deep and he started too. We then found out we were both in gangs and our gangs are enemies so then the house started counting down out of the nowhere and i left with my people and he left with his. We then meet up and we talked we got in an argument and i left to my people and he to his. There that's what happened."

My brothers face turned sad disappointed, then he became so angry he got up and left. "I'm sorry for what happened bye nd take care" Shakira says and leaves.

I look at my sister she's not even looking at me she's looking down. Luke comes with Michelle in his arms. "Babe call and cancel our reservation." He nods his head and puts Michelle on the floor.

I ruined everything why do I always ruin everything. Ashton helps my sister up and gives her an ice pack for her head. Michie is looking at me just smiling with no clue in the world. I couldn't help it but feel bad.

I ruined her special day. My brother hates probably. I disappointed my sister. I started to cry and run out of the house. I could hear my sister and Ashton calling out to me but i couldn't I continue running.

I get to the cemetery i go to my moms grave and fall on my knees and start crying. "Mom I miss you, I need you back why did you leave us alone we need you. We need our mother to hold us and help us get this family together." I started crying hugging my moms grave. I then felt someone's hand on me.