Forever Yours

Chapter 82

Josi's POV

"Well I'm pique sister-" he immediately cut me off "Your what?!" "Um piques sister," I started getting kind of scared he was shocked. "Omg do you know who I am?" I nod my head. "I seen you before you seen me before also." He was so shocked which caused me to smile. "Dammn i knew you looked familiar but I couldn't get it" he said then smiled. "It's ok well it was nice meeting you again but I have to go bye." I then left. He was so cute but I can't right now I'm with Anthony well that's what I think i don't know how he feels about us. Why am I even thinking of him. He lied to me this whole time we know each other. I get to this park nd sit down. I started getting worried like if I should be worried sad something terrible had happened. I go to Twitter but I don't see anything I checked. I checked the time it's 11am here it must be 9am over there.

Anthony's POV

The doctor started taking off my blanket. "What are you going to do?" I asked her. "Just have to check for any scars or anything incase you try to commit suicide again." I nod my head she looks around for any blades of anything but don't find anything. She then picked up my blue robe i was completely exposed to her. She started moving threw my legs then up to my private area she moved it around nd touched it with passion as if she liked what she saw. She grabs it nd pumped it twice. "Wha-what are you d-doing?" She smiles "I'm just checking for cuts don't get excited." I wasn't excited it was just she was playing with me. She then covered me nd left. What the fuck just happened.

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It's been 5 hours Maria left her baby was hungry and she had to shower her. I have to admit it she's pretty nice nothing of what I expected. I don't mean it in a wrong way I mean like I thought she was like quiet not really would like to talk to me or idk stuff like that.

But anyways I been having josi in my head all day. I wonder where is she at? Does she miss me? Has she forgot me already? Am i on her mind constantly like she's on mine? Does she still have feelings for me? Is she okay? Has her beautiful eyes cried for me? Does she go threw my Twitter? Does she read our old conversations? Ahh I just can't stop thinking of her. She's so perfect the way her hair falls on her back. The way she smiles, the way she falls asleep. Her beautiful brown eyes looking at me. Her amazing soft lips against mine. Her amazing woman curves. Her laugh, her little nose, her little feet. And instead of making a bunch of memories with her I spend alot of time at the studio. I'm so stupid.

But if she comes back to me I swear everything will change i will take her out to eat. I will make a bunch of memories with her. I look at my phone it was 12am I wonder if she's awake right now. I look at my wrist I look at our tattoo we both had matching I smile just remembering her first tattoo. I then laughed. She was in pain. I touch my tattoo nd stand up.

I go to the window, I look out the window. It's a nice beautiful breeze night. It would of been perfect to have her right here with me. I look at all the city lights it was so calm. I felt peaceful for some reason like I shouldn't be worried at all. I check my phone it's 12:30am now. I sit on the window I look down I'm only in the second floor nd I see a guy smoking a cigarette.

"Aye!" I called out. The guy locked up. "What's up man?" "You got a cigarette?" I asked the guy threw me the box i took out a cigarette nd inside the box was his lighter. I light it up. I put the cigarette in my mouth. I put the lighter back in the box bd threw it back to him. I take a deep inhale. I take the cigarette out my mouth. "Thanks man appreciate it!" they guy nods nd leave i then take out a huge puff.

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I'm now in bed and it's 2:50am I can't sleep at all. A nurse came in nd I immediately pretend to be asleep. She goes nd closes my window. She shakes me gently. "Sir doesn't that smell disturb you?" I gave her a confused look. "What smell?" "Cigarette sir it smells like it." I gave a surprised look. "Oh I didn't even knew I just opened the window well I'm going to sleep night." She nods her head, she then leaves but comes back with feebreze nd sprayed it around the room then left. I then smiled that was funny. I sit in this uncomfortable wanna be bed nd decided to tweet.

"This bed is so uncomfortable can't sleep 😫"

I tweeted this hopping she could see the tweet nd wonder where am I at or notice me. As I'm looking threw my newsfeed I find a picture of her nd a guy drinking coffee together. I then started looking for more information cause that place don't look like our Starbucks. I then found out where she's at nd I know with who! I couldn't help it but start getting so pissed. Here iam feeling bad for never telling her shit about Mia. But there she is with Luis in New York City having the best time of her life. Why do i fucking care so much. I'm thinking should I call her or not. Man what for so she can tell me shit... nd make me.. I'll just go to sleep now I really need my sleep. But before i go to sleep I need to do something. I get up I open my window nd look up in the sky. "Hello beautiful night star I just want to ask you for a big wish for me but tiny for you. Can you please send the person I love so much back to me or atleast for her to come back to Fresno but please bring her back home. And if you do let me know someway. Thank you for listening hope you make ny dream come true." I close the window i lay on my bed. I look at my tattoo I kiss it. I then got ready to sleep nd I did. I closed my eyes nd fell asleep.

Next Morning

"Hello uncle" i heard a little squeaky voice. I look up nd see Maria with Michie. I smile i thdn grabbed her in my arms. "Hi baby how you doing?" She then smiled nd help my finger. I swear my heart just melted. "So guess what?" Maria says "what" I stay leaving my attention to the baby. "They are realizing you today!" I look up "Awesomeee finally I'm out of here." Finally I'll be able to leave nd go look for the love of my life.

Josi's POV

"I'm sorry Luis I really am it's just I need to go back this feels wrong I need to go back look for him or atleast my family." He then hugs me "Aye it's ok baby don't worry you go back home just remember call me if you ever need me" we then pull away "thank you for everything now I have to go catch my plane bye" I waved bye as i left. I get in the taxi tell the driver where too. For some reason I felt happy I was going home. Even thoe I should be pissed at Anthony but I'm not well iam but I feel happy. Ah this feeling is so weird. I finally get to the airport. I get my suitcases nd went directly to my flight i bearly made it in time. I go to my seat as soon as i sit down I look to my side nd see Marc he then sees me too he takes off his headphones. "Omg I'm glad to see you here why you going back home?" Whoa straight to it. "Need to go back home nd fix some problems" he nods his head. "Well i hope everything goes fine." He says smiling. His smile is oh my is just so perfect nd those eyes ah I can't i need to look away. He then grabs my phone. I didn't even notice it wasn't locked it was on. He types something nd gives it to me. "Call me or text me if you ever need anything or anyone." He says nd there he goes again smiling. "Ye-yeah I'll call you." Oh my gosh I turn around. Why am I getting red. Why did i stutter also. I'm so stupid. I then put on my headphones nd just continued the flight. We finally got here we get off get our suitcases nd go our separate ways. I then get a message.

From: Unknown Number

Good luck on what you came back for :)

I smiled nd here i go again getting red. I then walk outside with my security guards. All my fans screaming. I love them so much Im just waving back throwing kisses to them. They give me life. They are amazing. I finally get to my car nd drove to my sisters house without thinking nor calling her. I'll just surprise her.

A/N sorry guys for taking so long to update i just been so busy with school nd everything but I promise it won't happen again nd I'll be updating every Friday from now on nd yes there will be a update this Friday. Bye nd thanks for the reads keep on sharing the book nd please vote love yall bye ❤️