Forever Yours

Chapter 61

Josi's POV

I see anthony nd in the couch facing the back door nd my sister looks worried scared i hear sobbing "what going on here?" i said walking up to them slowly then my sister stand up "this is between yall not me" she leave upstairs i start getting worried what did she mean im litterally standing behind anthony my heart is beating faster by the minute im feeling so nervous nd scared my stomach has like this feeling like my tripas are twisting while i just hear him crying im feeling this bad pain in my heart i scared im going to loose him or whats going on im scred to find out im scared to even say a word i feel like balls in my throught i cant even speack i wanna reach out to him nd touching but somthing is holding me back he stands up nd i see his puffy eyes i see hes been crying all day i feel my heart hurt i feel the balls even bigger i feel something holding back even more nd my stomach even more i feel my eyes getting watery "why? did i really deserved it?" anthony said crying finally i move my hand nd touched him but he grabs my hand nd gets it off his shoulder "no please dont do tht" i swear my heart is hurting so bad right now "why did you do this to me knowing i cant support another heat break do you have any idea how fucking hurt iam right u dont know how much..... you just dont know how much i love you why wont you just see it... is it hard to see that im dying for you tht im blessed to have you wake up next to me is it hard? Just please tell me it dint happen while me nd you were together" anthony starts crying even more i feel so bad seeying him cry seeying him so weak standing there bearly with strength wht did i do to break this poor guy "wht are u talkin about i really dont know?" i tell him then sits down like if hes tired nd cries again holding his face with both his hands "wht you nd luis were talking about in the morning" when i heard i felt like gun shoots had shoot me fuck he had heard us omg this is so fucking terrible no this cant be happening to me noo "now you know nd your not going to answe my question? you know your sister tells me you really do love me but the way you just reacted shows tht u are amazed i heard tht converstion why were you planing to never told me i tell you everything why cant you tell me everything why" he starts crying again. I look at him "this happen on my brothers happen we were both drunk nd since we were at a hotel we got a room nd had sex but then after we knew nothing could happen between us cause i love you nd not him" he looks at me then stands up nd falls i try to pick him up "no please dont i can do it myself" he says standing up "look im sorry for what i said ok it just hurt to hear what you told him earlier nd-" i inturupted him "no listen to me im sorry for what i told him i was just being nice to him nd yeah i might had enjoyed it but tht dosent mean ill pick him over you no tht will never happen so please babe lets just forget this nd always remember its you i love nd its you ill give my self for" he looks at me nd hugs me "i love you josi" "i love you too" we then kissed. Then anthony pulls away "your not just going to make it all alright with a kiss.... i got a question thoe" i look at him giving him the siganal to ask "will u stop talking to luis?" i look at him nd he is serious im just shoked he then looks down then up "alright thts all i needed to know" he then start walking upstairs. I follow him to the room "im sorry" he tells me "no im sorry" we then kissed "well ima shower alrigh babe" i nod my head nd he goes nd showers.