Forever Yours

Chapter 35

Josi's POV

I woke up nd neymar is already awake "morning baby" i smiled at him "remeber u got tht funeral babe nd i got a meeting so i got to go okaay byee" he then kisses me nd leaves i then stood up took a shower i straightn my hair i take out some black skinny jeans with a black shirt i put on my black nikes i then out on waterproof make-up i get my purse nd the keys nd leave i turn to jose's appartment nd remember his last words to me when he had saw me on that shirt if i knew that was the last time i would see him i would have spend time with him. I then started heading out to the car i get in the car nd sit there just thinking about everything tht has happen. I then pit on my sunglases considering the lack of sun since we are in september. I started heading out to te cementary to meet his family on my way there i couldnt help it to think about anthony was he okay? Fuck i really hope he was okay. I finally got there took out my sunglases nd walk towards were they were while there was wind blowing my hair. I go up to his mom nd hugged her "Hello im so sorry once again" i told her nd started crying she hugged me nd cried also then i go up to his sister nd hug her i then picked up his little brother nd greeted everyone i then go to his dad i hugged him "thank you so much for coming we love your support here with us" "your welcome" i then walk nd sat down in a chair his little brother was crying i cried with him. As soon as they were lowering him i felt this bad bad pain on my chest i busted out crying even more i couldnt believe it he was dead i swear i need to get out this i stood up nd couldnt see more i gave the kid to some kid there nd i ran to my car i got in nd started crying "By-.... bye Jo-....... bye Jose im going to mi-..... miss you so much..." i cried in my car "FUCK! WHY!" i then picked up my phone nd called anthony.

*PHONE CALL*

'anthony are you okay?'

'yea iam are u okay? why are u crying?'

'jose d-.....'

'what did he do to you!'

'nothing.... hes dead'

'holy shit im so sorry if you want i can go see you'

'yes please i really need u'

'alright ill be at neymar's place right?'

'yeah there please'

'ok bye'

we hung up

I then looked nd turn to see his family all torn in pieces i then turn on the car nd drove off i get to my appartment i go in nd sat on the couch i heard a knock stood up nd hugged him immidietly. As soon as i hugged him i felt like if everything was going to fine around his hands nothing was going to happen. "Hey baby everything is going to be alright" i continue crying on his chest as he was rubbing my back he then pulls me away nd clears my tears "Look at me" i looked at him "It's ok im here for you baby" i nodded my head he then closes the door nd we go to couch were he sits i then sit next to him i put my feet up nd hugged him "You know is not that i love him u know is just tht idk he was like my first bf nd idk okay he then became a good friend to me after we broke up it took time but he did nd it hurts me" "I understand you it hurts you but you know stuf happens for reasons nd we just have to learn to accept it" I then snapped out of it "Get out of here!" he then looked at me confused "whats wrong?" he asked me "get out why did i even call you when your nothing to me you hit me you wanted to kill me get out!" he then stood up nd try calming me down "dont fucking touch me please leave" "look i really am sorry please i love you with all my heart nd i cant accept the fact that iwanted to kill you the love of my-" "Oh shut the fuck up nd dont start with your bullshit n get the fuck out here before ill make sure you leave nd believe me u dont wanna know how!" he then just looked at me in sadness nd left i closed the door. I went to the room nd layed down nd fell asleep.

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"Babe?" I oppen my eyes nd find neymar looking at me "what?" "you have a visitor nd ima go shower alright?" i nodded my head standing up i look at the mirror nd brushed my hair i go to the living room nd find shakira smiling "what you doing here?" i asked her "cant i come visit my sister in law" i looked at her confuse she smiled "dude u litterally hate me why would u wanna come?" she then stood up "oh i just wanted to come nd" she then slapped i punched her back nd she started pulling my hair nd i kept on punching her she then falls to the ground i get on top of her nd she started punching we are both hitting each other i then stood up she stands up "c'mon bitch lets go at it again" i tell her she then gets one of neymars trophies nd hit me with it on my hand she then strted swinging at me with that i then held her neck nd pushed her to the wall nd punched her twice before neymar comes nd grabs both my hands nd pulls them down nd hold me thightly into my arms she then fix her hair wich wasent really a mess i dint even touch a piece of her she then cleared some blood of her busted lip nd smiled at me "wow your fucking worthless cant even fight right?" "bitch come over here then!" i tried everything to get out of neymars arms i would kik him nd hit him with my head "why dont you come oh wait your little bf has you in his arms i forgot he came right in time to save his little dumb bitch from getting hurt cause thats all you are whortless little piece of shit you aint worth shit you dumb hoe yess your a hoe nd u think u got a faithful bith huh! she sleep wit cristian am i right honey?" neymar then let me go i then started beating the shit out that bitch when pike walks in looking for shakira "what the fuck is happening!" then neymar comes nd pickes me up nd my brother was kinda mad she was unconcious on the floor "what the fuck neymar how did you let this happen!" my brother screamed at him "dont scream at him it was all your fuckin stupid wife" he then picked her up nd left. "She fucking deserve it" neymar told him i had some bruises in my face he then looked at me nd carried me to bed he laid me down then brought some lotion nd put some on my face nd also ice "thanks" i told him with a weak smile "your welcome now go to sleep i bet your tired" i nodded my head he then kissed my cheek nd left to the livin room.