Forever Yours

Chapter 41

Josi's POV

I put the roses in a water pot i then go sit at the couch "im here whts up" i told neymar "look after all of this that just happen i just wanted to tell you i feel like my love for you is getting stronger nd bigger nd after what just happen you being on his side makes me think that i might lose you im not sure thoe i really hope not i feel like i cant live with this no more i have to tell you something i been keeping inside me but i reached a point where i cant hide it no more this love i have in me is making me say it" he said standing up nd get on his knees infront of "look josi... fuck! i cant say it" i grabbed his face "hey its okay tell me it wont change the way i feel for you" "yess it is because remember when you were pregnat nd fell off the stairs" i immidietly oppened my eyes wide "what are you trying to say neymar" i said while i started standing up nd backing away he started crying nd fell completly on the floor he then stands up "i was jelous you were pregnat from him nd that day idk what hit me i just put some gouy thing on the step so you would fall nd loose your baby im so sorry josi" i looked at him shook while he cried i couldnt believe it wht the fuck did i just hear i run to the room nd close te door nd lock it i get a picture hanging of me nd neymar nd threw it at the mirror the mirror broke so did the picture i get anither one nd throw out the window i was screaming crying going crazy punching the wall i then get my suitcases i started packing i was leaving with my sister i couldnt support being around him for shit. Im done packing i get out nd see him sitting on the couch like nothing happen watching tv "im leaving its over bye nd i paid the whole car already so its mine now nd im taking my keys but not this one" i threw him the key to the appartment "okay bye" what a fucking asshoe i get out nd go to the car i put my suitcases in i get in the car nd looked up the window was open i then see stuff being throw out the window i just pulled away nd left.

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I get to lukes house i parked nd i dont see no car or anything i knock on the door i then remember they left to tour already they aint here i get on my car i cant go back to my brothers house i cant go to anthony i have no where to go i guess ill rent a appartment. I get to some fancy appartment i then get a room i get to it wich is at the 3rd floor nd room 17 i open the door nd find a beautiful room i go to the room i started fixing my room finally. I then get my phone out i have to call anthony and tell him about this

*PHONE CALL*

'hello?'

'heey can you come over ill give you my new adress'

'(blows nose) yeah sure ill be there'

we hung up

i text him the adress. after about 30 minutes i hear a knock on the door i stand nd open the door nd i see anthony with red eyes. I could tell hes been crying i then pull him into a hug "i called you here because i had to tell you something about our son we had" he then looked at me in a confused face. I sat him down. "What about it?" he asked me i stared into his eyes "I know how it all happen know i understand why i tripped now it wasent anything about my pregnacy"

"Then what was it tell me i need to know" he said holding my hands i looked down as his hand intertwide with mine i look up nd catched his staring at my lips "well you see after all happen neymar told me that he couldnt hold it back-" "What did he do to kill my fucking child!" he was about to stand up nd when i grabbed his hand hard nd started to cry he then hugged me "Its ok im sorry but continue tell me" "He.... he put some slime on a step for me slip he said he was jelous nd dint know what happen in his head" i was crying he then hugged me into his laps while im crying on his chest he then is crying also i hear him sobbing into my shoulder while he rubs my back. Anthony's phone started ringing he takes it out his pocket end the call nd turned off his phone i look at him "why did you do that?" "i preffer being here with you than anywhere else nd i want to comfort you nd tell you how much im dissapointed nd hate myself for doing what i did to you i really am nd i want you to know that if you want we can start as friends again i mean why not thats only if you forgive me nd maybe that gives you time to think nd see if you even want to give me another chance but do keep in mind i will try to get you back because i lost you once and its the most terrible thing ever nd i wont let that happen anymore im deeply maddly in love with you i never knew i can feel this way towards someone but im glad its towards you and no one else i love you josi nd im really sorry will you forgive me nd atleast be friends with me again?" i looked at him nd smiled "yes i forgive you nd i do accept you as a friend anthony" i said he then hugged me tight putting my face on his shoulder nd carried me as a baby jumping up nd down making me scream nd laugh in horror he then sits down. "Thanks alot be ready to start going out on a bunch of dates beautiful" he said kissing my forehead i smiled cheepsly i then yawned i was sleepy after all that crying i needed some sleep.