The Lie In Your Promise

possibilities

Next morning

I woke up around 6:15 a.m. Surprisingly, I slept fine last night. My classes start at 9. I lay there on my bed staring blankly at the ceiling not wanting to get up. So, today will be the new beginning that aunt jane wanted me to have.

Forcing myself out of the bed, I enter the bathroom to take a shower and get ready.

Few moments later

After getting ready for classes, I decide to leave early to grab something to eat on the way. I grab the apartment keys from the counter and lock it on my way out.

Cold. Its a chilly morning today. Clutching onto my coat I make my way towards the bus stop not forgetting to stop at a convenience store to grab a sandwich and some coffee.

I sat at the seats on the stop while I waited for the bus. These surroundings, people everything's so familiar. So very familiar that it is like I'm living my past again.

I stood up when the bus arrived. Entering I found an empty seat by the window so I sat there. Habitually, I put earphones even tho I didn't played any music. It was just a way not to talk to anyone.

Seoul. Such a big city. No matter where my eyes looked they found him, his posters, hoardings,pictures. Everything was staring back at me. Smiling. As if he was mocking me at my pathetic state. Reminding me how I never mattered to him. Will he ever free me? Will I ever stop loving him?

Time skip at the university

Everyone was in a hurry. Somehow I managed to find my class and here I am at the very last corner of the class. Not because I was not interested in the class. I just didn't wanted to be among everyone else. Not yet.

The whole day passed with me jotting down the notes on my notebook.

I didn't really talked to anyone. Quiet emo kid. After getting done with the classes I thought to get some groceries. Also, a part time job sounded good. The lesser free time I'll have, less occupied my mind will be with him.

Namjoon's POV

The guys were goofing around like usual as I sat with a book in my hand. Reading has always been peaceful for me.

"Jin hyung your wife will be really lucky to have you. She will be able to eat all these amazing dishes that you cook" jungkook says with his mouth full.

"of course. A handsome man like me who can cook as well, she'd be luckiest" he comments followed by his iconic laugh.

Hearing them bickering like some 6 year old kids, I smile to myself.

"Namjoon, drop that book and eat with us" yoongi called me.

"Coming" I put the book on the side table and join them for a late lunch.

"So, jimin how did your photoshoot go?" Hoseok tries to make a conversation.

" oh it was great. I have some pictures on my phone. Wanna see 'em?"- jimin

"Sure." We all say.

He looked handsome. Black suit really looked good on him. I always felt jimin could pull off any look.

" jimin you look so cool." Taehyung praises.

" yea just like a groom, dressed up and all." Jungkook adds.

" I know right. Just the bride was missing." - jimin.

" haha I guess we won't be able to have both ever. Either groom or bride is missi-"

Before jungkook could complete the sentence jin sushes him.

I feel the eyes on me. After that day, we never really talked about such a topic or her.

She was perfect. Beautiful. But-

Before I could think more about her, I stop my thoughts. I'm not going down that lane again. Ever.

Time skip 10:38 pm

Back to y/n POV

Finally, after wandering all day I found a job. Similar to the first one. I'll work at a bookstore- a place i could never get tired of.

Feeling somewhat satisfied with myself for the very first time in a long time, I end the day with a warm meal.

Maybe, just maybe moving on is possible. I'll be free. This pain will end.

Author- will it end? Or is it just the beginning of a bigger storm?

Any suggestions?

Thank you for reading!