Make It Right [JIKOOK]

Rose Bowl

Jungkook's POV

There were no thoughts.  No concerns about the consequences of my actions.  Nothing else.  Just him.  Just Jimin as I wrapped my body around his, crouching to pull him into me.  It wasn't planned and it wasn't something I even really regretted, but it was out there now.  Jimin was crying.  I wanted to comfort the man I loved.  I sucked his ear.  Twice.  In front of thousands of people. 

Everyone was smiling as the lift lowered us under the stage, but I felt it coming.  I knew the storm was raging and I was about to be sucked into it's wrath.  I couldn't even find it in myself to be sorry for it.  I was so sick of pretending that Jimin wasn't my whole world.  I was so sick of being the only one who wasn't allowed to comfort and touch the one man I should be able to.  People would surely know everything now.  There was no taking back what I'd done.  But I'd be free to be with him openly now, right?  This would be so obvious that there would be no coming back from it, no question of what's really going on between us, right?  No, I couldn't even feel bad about doing it at all.

Jimin's POV

Namjoon was pissed.  Somehow he was even pissed at me, though I had no idea why.  It wasn't like I'd done anything to make Jungkook suck my ear.  He was pissed at me nonetheless and I sat there under his furious gaze, holding Jungkook's hand in my lap, our fingers stroking each other's to calm the other down.  I didn't know how to feel, exactly, about what Jungkook had done, but I knew I didn't feel bad.  I'd always wanted him to show the world what we had between us.  I always wanted him to claim me like that.  Now that he had, I was ecstatic, though the logical side of me knew it shouldn't have happened.

"We agreed.  We all agreed that you two were getting too touchy, especially during concerts, and that you needed to not be around each other as much this time.  The whole time you were glued to each other again, and then this?  What possessed you to do that, Jungkook?  There's no way we can keep this a secret now.  No one is going to be foolish enough to think you two aren't together now!"  Namjoon twisted his jacket in his hands, his voice angry, but his expression betrayed his worry.

Taehyung sat next to me and laced his fingers with mine, holding my other hand.  He was frowning deeply, but it was directed at Jungkook instead of me.  I could tell he didn't blame me for this, but I didn't want him to blame Jungkook either.  It was weighing so heavily on both of us to hide who we really were all this time.  It hurt so badly.  I almost wanted to be angry at every single one of them.  They could be flirty and touchy and silly with Jungkook without being chastised or scolded.  They could sit on his lap or hold his hand or smack his butt and no one would think a thing of it.

Well...maybe that was not entirely true.  Jungkook was beautiful and expressed his love with physical gestures that were often analyzed by our armies.  He was shipped with pretty well every single member and every single member of every other group, male and female, none more so than Taehyung.  That made me jealous too.  It's only because they were both so handsome.  I completely understood.  Taehyung looks like a model and Jungkook looks like a Greek God.  Of course people would want to see them together.  It would be hot so I definitely got it, but it didn't change the fact that I wanted to be seen with Jungkook.  I wanted the whole world to know he was mine, no one else's.

Jungkook had done just that tonight.  He said he'd made that vow all those years ago to show me his true feelings towards me.  He said he'd wanted to make sure I never questioned it again.  I didn't think I ever could now.  Jungkook is, was, and always will be my destiny.

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Yeah...Okay...But they're straight and not in a very loving relationship together....right?  Yeah...We're all buying it...

Side note...I totally get why people ship the other ships, but I do feel like Jikook/Kookmin/Minkook is the iceberg that is going to sink all the other ships.  Even the titanic.  They really seem different than the other ships.  They seem very real and very much like something I wish I had, even if they are just..."friends" (*eye roll*) I'd still like to have someone I'm that close with.  They're both very lucky either way.