Mattheo

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Tw:Swearing drug use

Mattheo's pov:
I threw a glass at the wall. Liquid streamed down the side. "FUCK!". Why the hell was he sleeping with my Y/n. I couldn't care less if she hated me, or that I was a game. He needs to leave her alone. Again, I threw a book against my wardrobe then quickly went over to the desk to push everything off. I felt trapped. My room was to small. The walls were closing in. Fuck. I need to get out. This can't happen. The last time it happened was atleast 3 years ago. Ugh.

I quickly rushed out. I got some odd stares from random Slytherins. "Hey babe?" Astoria came from round the corner then looked me up and down. She went to grab my hand but I quickly pulled it away "your bleeding-" "yes I fucking know that." I said. I could feel the sweat forming on my face. I need air. "I-" she began. I pushed her to the side and basically ran to the tower. Atleast I could breath there.

I slid down the wall, holding my head in my hands. I felt like I was about to pass out. My head was pounding. Too loud for me to think, too loud for my brain to tell me to breath. My eyes slowly started to close, my breath slowed down. I could see the view Infront of my tilting as I collapsed on the floor. My head hit the splintered wooden floor.

Yn's pov:
I wanted to get out of the dorm for a bit, just before the party tomorrow I needed some space. From Tom, From Pansy, even from Blaise. I know it sounds weird. I get it. But the truth is I felt bad for mattheo walking in, for me planning this whole revenge. Ha yes of course I was still going through with it. I'm not one to back out but still. You know I felt bad. I'm still human, plus....yes I still had feelings for him ok?

I closed my journal and set down the pen on top of it. It felt good to get my feelings down every once and a while.

I pulled on a over sized white jumper and some cycling shorts. I put my hair up in a low bun and headed for the astronomy tower.

As I walked up the stairs to the top I shivered, I probably should've probably worn leggings.

I reached the top. Shock took over me as I saw A body laying unconscious. I ran towards it. I rolled the body over to see a perfect face looking back at me. I brought my hands up to his face. His face was cold and sweat dripped down it. It wasn't a spell that's for sure. No one would do that to him. He was too powerful and would probably end up hurting them or worse.

To make sure I casted some spells to make sure he wasn't hurt and sure enough he wasn't. Then I had an idea. "Legilimens" I whispered.

I was transported back to what looked like about an hour ago. Mattheo was throwing stuff around in frustration and swearing like a crazy man. He suddenly stopped. He looked worried. Sweat beaded on his face as he stumbled back. "I need air" he whispered. Was he having a panic attack..? He quickly walked out, me following close behind. People stared at him weirdly but he just kept on going. I saw him bump into Astoria. Bitch. I couldn't hear what they were saying but shortly after he shoved her to the side.
I basically chased him up the stairs to the astronomy tower where he slid down the wall, has hands covering his ears like he was trying to block out something. A tear rolled down his cheek before he just collapsed.

I came out of his head. Oh wow. He was definitely having a panic attack. I thought to bring his to the nurse but it's air he needs. I used magic to carry him closer to the fence and sat down, leaning against the wall. I placed him down with his head comfortably on my lap. I summoned a blanket and laid it down on top of him so he would get cold. I hope he's ok.

Mattheo's POV:
My eyes slowly opened. I felt someone holding my face. A cool breeze shifted my hair. "Your awake" a voice whispered. I couldn't recognise it at first. "What happened" she asked. Y/n. I quickly got up. I didn't want to seem weak Infront of her. "Relax it's just me" "why'd you come to help me?" I asked. Her sympathetic look quickly turned to slightly annoyed. She looked down and scoffed "you were on the floor Theo, unconscious and cold." She spoke softly with a tinge of anger. Then she looked up "look I'm sorry for helping you I should've just left you then" she stood up and went to leave. I grabbed her arm just in time. "I'm sorry, I shouldn't of reacted like that" I admitted. She relaxed "it's ok. I get that you don't wanna seem weak around me" "I-" she put her hand up and let out a small laugh. "Don't worry it's what I would've been like too, although I probably wouldn't of admitted that I was wrong" we both started laughing. A feeling took over me. It wasn't love, that was already there for her, always, but it was happiness. Something that only rarely ever came. After the laughter died down I smiled at her. Just for a second it felt like it was just us two. That it didn't matter that she betrayed me. Hang on. "Y/n" I said. Her smile slowly faded. "Why." I asked sternly "why did you trick me and Tom" she started to look hurt. "I didn't, well yes I did. To begin with. I did actually..catch feelings..." she looked to the side to avoid eye contact. I sighed. Maybe 1 more chance wouldn't hurt. "I believe you" her eyes lit up. "But  we can't go back to how things were" I finished. Her sparkle disappeared. Shit I slipped up. I didn't mean it like that. "I-" she put her hand up to my face and pushed past me. I messed up.

Y/n pov:
I burst into blaises dorm. My knuckles where white with anger. "Let's start this" he smiled and brought out a stack of invites. He headed off to owl them to people. I walked back into the common room. Mattheo was arguing with Astoria.

Mattheo's pov:
"You pushed me Theo" "stop calling me that for fuck suck" I snapped. "Wow" she crossed her arms "so your going to be like that" she started balling "then we are done" and with that she walked off. To be honest I felt relieved. I looked around. "Oh you can all fuck off too" I held up two middle fingers too everyone. Mummers spread. "Oh shut up and get back to whatever your doing idiots!" Y/n shouted. Everyone rushed back to what they were doing. I smiled up at her but she just rolled her eyes and walked off. Yep. I definitely messed up.

Author:
HAHA HELLO X of course I had to make another chapter for our gorgeous Mattheo. Hope you guys enjoyed and our doing well next chapters gonna be saucy✨

Word count: 1247

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