~their girl~ Mattheo x Tom x Y/N

Gone

Tw: swearing

Toms POV:
Everyone arrived back at hogwarts and were settling in. People unpacking and talking to eachother as if we literally just didn't have a ball. The stupid teachers made us go to lessons as soon as we got back so I headed to my first one.

I arrived relatively early as I had skipped the end of breakfast and came here straight away. Not soon after I saw a very familiar person walk in however her head was held down. I couldn't see her face as her long black hair covered it and she sat herself down in her usual seat, near me.

As the class began and went on I noticed y/n completely ignoring me and avoiding all eye contact. Even looking this way seemed to much for her. I sighed. Maybe I was too harsh- no Tom. You weren't. I shook my head and concentrated on the lesson. I couldn't care less how she feels.

Y/N's POV:
As much as I was trying to avoid Tom, I was trying to avoid Mattheo too. All I could think about is why he would send Tom away, how he could threaten his own brother. I know it's rich coming from me but I'd never think mattheo would go that low.

The boring lesson finally ended and I quickly rushed out before I even had a chance to accidentally bump into Tom. I didn't want to think about hun really, or what he had said.

As I breathed out a sigh of relief I got pulled into a small, dusty class room. I felt strong hands keep me down on the desk. I felt so weak. "Y/n" mattheo said, slowly loosening his grip. Thank god it was only him. "Why have You been ignoring me my love, you didn't come to my dorm either last night." he said softly. I gulped, getting ready for an argument. Maybe it was best if I did distance myself. The war is coming soon and I can't get hurt. I don't want to get hurt even though I know I will. These people are some of the closest I will ever have in my life and, when it comes, I will have to be the one to-. I don't want to think about it. "Because mattheo. You sent Tom away! You threatened him because your selfish ass can't deal with him being here" at first he looked shocked but it quickly turned into a look of..hatred

"I'm the selfish one?" He laughed "Tom told me exactly why he had said at the Ball and guess what? I agree with it all. I see the way you still look at Tom. Do you think I'm stupid or something? When you were dancing with him- We are not some game y/n. So it's time you make your fucking mind up or leave us" he left.
Once again I was left stunned. A single year ran down my cheek, the familiar stinging returning to my eyes. 'This is good' I remind myself. However I just can't convince myself.

I quickly wiped the tears that were now falling more frequently and stepped out of the room, clearing my throat. The only thing that came to my mind that I wanted to do was sit by myself in the library. Honestly at this point fuck classes. I went and sat in my usual space, by the window which now has frost creeping down from the corners.

Time skip- morning
Blaises pov:
As we all sat eating breakfast and talking I realised a voice was missing. Y/n. I quietly asked Pansy if she heard y/n come in from next door but she shook her head "I haven't seen her since yesterday first period" I nodded and proceeded to ask the table "does anyone know where y/n is?"
"Nah I thought she was with you" Draco said
"Well if she was I wouldn't be asking" i retaliated and rolled my eyes. He mocked me and continued eating his food. Everyone else said no but Tom and Mattheo kept there heads down, Eating. I'll press for questions next period.

I walked into class and immediately took a spot opposite the brothers and dropped my stuff gaining there attention. They ignored me as the teacher started going on about writing some Wizarding history facts down. "Oi you two" I whisper-shouted. I caught there attention again. Tom grumbled "what do you want Zinbini"
"Calm down Riddle" I narrowed my eyes "do you know where y/n is?" I asked
"No, she's not our problem"
"Well rude and A she's not a problem and B shouldn't you know mattheo" I retorted. His head snapped up.
"A" he started copying what I had just said "she is a problem. And B, we aren't dating"
What the fuck. Since when?
I nodded in response and left them alone. I don't really want to ask anymore questions.

Time skip- end of the school day

Ugh finally. I flopped onto my bed and undid my tie, throwing it somewhere in the process.

My mind kept running back to where y/n would be and how she hasn't even told me what or where she's going or doing. What if something happened to her? And I didn't know? I quickly got up and rushed to my desk. Y/n had found a spell to sort of link us so we could send letters to eachother without a location. We hadn't really used it before only for sneaking out but this might be one of the times I really need it. I need to make sure she's ok.

I finished off the last sentence and read it over making sure everything was alright. I sent it off and slumped back on my bed, hoping she would respond. My thoughts were interrupted however, by someone walking in. "Hi Luna" I smiled. I pulled her in for a close hug. "Hi Blaise, I was wondering if you'd like to come to the 3 broomsticks with me" I love her voice. It's so..happy and calming. I agreed and we stayed out for a good 4 hours before returning back, tired and happy.

Toms pov:
My mind keeps running back to y/n. I don't know why. I said what she needs to hear. Get her out of your head Tom.

I looked to my left where my brother slept, his hair over his face and covers pulled up to his chin. I did care for him. No matter what we did to eachother we would always have eachother backs. I was grateful for that. When we were younger it was so much easier. No pressure from our father, no war, no y/n. What would it have been like without y/n though? I don't want to think about it. As much as at the moment I don't like her, she still helped me in ways I don't think anyone else could've. I smiled at the times me and y/n actually got along. Without sex or arguments or anything like that. One memory in particular came to mind. The day by the black lake. That day made me love her even more then possible.

My quiet alarm made me snap out of my thoughts. [00:00] it read. I still wasn't tired at all. I decided to go out. I threw on some joggers, a jumper and a coat as it was still snowing outside and it would be cold.

As soon as I stood at the side of the black lake. The feeling of warmth and love almost immediately came back to me.

My breath made a foggy cloud as I looked up to see the bright stars, once again reminding me of the times me and y/n had together.

I needed to get her off my fucking mind. She's ruined my sleep as well as occupying my mind 24/7. I need to get back to how I was, cold and heartless.

Hello my loves <3 hope you all enjoyed. I hope you are also doing well and like always if you are not I'm always here to talk x. Sorry this isn't the longest chapter but yeah. I'm prewriting a lot so the chapters should be out more frequently and organised! I also wrote half of this on a small boat going to an island so 💪

Word count: 1412