so um...its been a while.
its kinda crazy how i used to vent my life on wattpad since i was 13 years old and now im weeks away from turning 19. i havent used wattpad for a solid 7 months. im sad to say that i dont listen to stray kids that much. maybe i rushed into their music too fast? but i feel drained when i listen to their music and feel like ive spent all my time listening to it. dont get me wrong, i still love them, but they arent really my main focus anymore. i ended up delaying my high school graduation because of my depression, so now im working on finishing my courses. aside from that, not that much has really happened. i say that as ive dyed my hair 3 different colours, got a cat, went to therapy, graduated from dance. i guess when you look back at it, ive changed a lot.
this platform became somewhere i could vent without really having anyone know its me or judge me for it. i grew up with wattpad and it feels like now im at a place where i no longer need to use this platform as my release. ive grown up a lot since i joined and have changed so much. i didnt really meet friends on this platform, but i did interact with some pretty cool people and had some good laughs. i feel almost sad that i no longer use wattpad, but all things will end, eventually. im on to the next chapter in my life. this chapter was of me when i was a teen, not knowing who i was and figuring out things online. the me of today is almost an adult and spends most of my time studying and working. its crazy that this platform has had such a huge impact on me, but im glad it did.
im not sure who will read this, maybe other teens, or adults, but i hope you have a great day today. stay safe, be cautious (but not too cautious!), and focus on the positive things in your life.
i guess thats all wattpad, thanks for being a part of my childhood.
natasha♡
