Soonyoung kept coming back and fourth from Seoul to Namyangju solely to visit you. He made mistakes and he still could not forgive himself. Therefore,he thought it would been better if you stayed away from him. As he wanted you some space to heal and breathe peacefully.
He usually came to see you at night when you were already sleeping and stayed for a night. Then, he would see you early in the morning before he drove back to Seoul.
Your mum simply advised him to be patient with you. She said things will heal slowly,just wait. 'Is that true?' he did not have the answer yet. Everything was blur.
It had been three weels already since you isolated yourself from him. And still avoid bump into him. Thus,you always in your room all day long whenever he was around.
His lips curved a thin smile. Well,he did not take it to the heart for everything that you did. He understood you. You need time to get rid of it. You were suffering. And for that,he blamed himself. If only he could turn back time. Urhgg, that was imposibble. Too many if only.
He thought that he failed to be a good husband to you.
He took a look at the clock on the wall. 10.45 p.m. Step by step,he was approaching you who was sleeping soundly on the bed.
He was in knee sitting near your bed,staring at you. A light snore echoed the athmosphere. Soon, his hand slid down the side of her face in a warm caress. His mouth twisted in a dry smile again.
"I'll always love you,dear. Always." His lips pressed on your forehead. "Please forgive me, I really hope there is a second chance. So we can start everything—again." with that,he stood up.
He glanced at you one last time before he closed the door.
Little did he know, you heard everything. You well knew he will come to your bedroom everynight to kiss you goodnight and keep apologising.
Right when he closed the door, you started to sob. You felt numb. The heartbreak was suffocating. It was like a prison and there was no way to escape it.
You were upset about you,him and your relationship. Everything started to fall apart. Both of you were suffering. And you could not watch your loved one bafe with all the consequences alone. However, you did not get the courage to speak out. As you were exhausted.
At times, you got mad at yourself. Knowing it no one false. You should tell him. But, your ego held you from doing it.
Thus, everyday was grey. Your thoughts comsumed you all night. Then lead you to have insomnia.
Could this be the ending of you tale?
~~♡~~
Watching the night view in this small city of Namyangju from the balcony. You were hugging your knees close to your chest.
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Adore You || hoshi ff
RomanceKwon Soonyoung. a popular guy that everygirl in school would dream to be his one and only. but none of them get a chance from doing so. from a high school boy to soon to be ceo of his family's dance academy. Song Haneul,in the other hand just an or...