Don't Fuck With My Love {Joel Hokka}

I'll never leave you

And she was right, we were in her bed until the sun came out, though for me it all seemed like a dream. I had missed so bad the nights were the only thing I cared about was her, she was everything I could feel or see. When I opened up my eyes, I saw her putting her makeup in front of the mirror. I sat up and enjoyed the sight that her skinny jeans made of plaid gave me.

—Are you leaving?—I yawned putting my hair back.
—I should be on my way home, this was the only concert we had out of Helsinki. I'm dumped here—she sighed. I noticed that she was about to cry so I got up as fast as I could, put on my underwear and approached her.
—Hey...—I placed the eyeliner on the table under the mirror.
—They left me alone—her voice broke and I hugged her.
—No no no, that's not true. You're with me—I caressed her hair—. Are you sure they're gone?
—Yes, it's 3pm and we were supossed to leave at 10am. I didn't tell anyone where I was—she explained.
–Okay, it's okay—I looked at her and noticed that she hadn't been able to put her eyeliner on, her hands were shaking—. Get into bed again, don't worry—I kissed her head and hugged her once more—. I'm going to speak with the guys, everything will be fine, okay?—I looked into her eyes, they were full of tears about to fall. She got on the tip of her toes and gave me a kiss.
—Thank you so much.

She blew my mind with that gesture but I came back to reality and went knocking at Niko's door.

—What happens?—he yawned.
—I just wanted to ask you one thing. Actually...ask you all.
—What is it?
—Rachel's band has left her here...and I need her to come with us.
—We've got three more concerts left—he leaned against the door frame with his arms crossed.
—I know.
—And transport is already paid.
—I'll pay for her, the band wont have to put a single euro—I said.

He sighed.

—Listen...I'll talk to the guys and see what we can do about it but you know how this works.
—Thank you—I hugged him.
—You're welcome—he smiled—. Tomorrow at 8am we're leaving to Rauma, don't you forget it.
—I wont. Tell me when you know anything.

When I went back into the room, her pants were hanging in a chair and she was in bed looking through her phone. She put it down when I closed the door behind me.

—What did they say?
—Niko will speak with the boys. I asked him for you to come with us to these last three gigs—I sat beside her.
—Joel...I can't afford...
—Don't worry about that—I interrupted her and she sighed looking at me with a little smile. I liked it. Couple of seconds after, she hugged me.
—Thank you for taking care of me.
—Have you talk to your band?
—I don't want to, I left on read their messages saying they were leaving.
—Well...—I kissed her cheek—I'll never leave you alone.