The pretend

chapter 1

Everett

Five years later.

"Did you have to do that" I say throwing my neck tie on the table of our living room angrily. I plopped down on the couch frustrated pulling on my hair hard like I want to plug it out at how angry I was right now.  Jared settled beside me, I can see in the corner of my eyes that he was scared of touching me contemplating with himself his handshaking.

"Baby-"

"Don't baby me Red" I stood up not letting him touch me, I feel even his touch will burn my skin right now and if he touches me I will just forget what had happened tonight and give in to him. That's how weak he makes me and he fuckin knows it. "The way she was touching you as if she owns you and you didn't fuckin stop her or anything. I was there" I say with sheer anger boiling through my entire body.

"I couldn't stop her, my parents were watching and you know...."I interjected in stopping him from telling me the same bullshit story. I'm so fuckin tired of it, more so I'm sick of it.

"I know Jared, I know all of it because I have been listening to it for fuckin five years so I understand but....." I felt tears wailing up in my eyes. "I can't fuckin hold your hand in public as she did, I can't dance with you like that, I can't kiss you in public and it's exhausting sometimes" I couldn't control the tears from falling. It hurts so bad.

"Babe you know how they are, I.." he walked towards me putting his hands around my waist making a shiver pass through my entire body.  "All this will be over my baby. Just a little more time" he whispered in my neck his hot breath fanning my skin as I leaned against him. I can't be mad at him even though I want coz he is my weakness and he knows it. I know it won't be over soon.

"I'm not forcing you to do something you're not ready for Jared" I closed my eyes taking deep breaths wiping the tears away "I will never force you, you know that but I'm mad that you danced with her and you seemed to enjoy it" I whispered

"Are you kidding me, all my eyes were on you baby,all I was picturing was your ass against my crotch" he whispered seductively in my ear "you're always on my mind you know that"

"Don't go on the date with her please" I shakily mumbled my hands trembling.

"Ev, you know I can't stand her up and she is our only hope in getting the kid so that they will back off" I untangled his hands from my waist feeling like I will break down. This hurts. "Ev don't be like this baby" I just walked towards the stairs not looking at him, he was mine but he was willing to sleep with a woman just to please his parents and I'm so fuckin tired of it. I pulled off my shirt throwing it on the floor as I worked on my pants.

"Let's get a surrogate or...." He cut me off

"Ev, you know if we do that my parents will know and if we just use the insemination she will tell them that I didn't sleep with her so we have only one solution and you know that"

"I can't let you sleep with her" I say in gritted teeth,I'm a jealous man and Jared is my man and only mine and hearing him consider sleeping with someone else upsets me yet I understand perfectly well "going on a date with her is ok but sleeping with her is another thing Red" in an instant Jared was swinging me around pinning my body on his warm one as he pressed his lips to mine and the silly me responded but could you blame me, his lips are so sweet and delicious. His tongue plugged inside my warm mouth kissing me so deep he left me trembling.

"I might go on the date with her,I might sleep with her but you're the only man I want and will always want. I'm doing this for both of us so that my parents are off my back ok baby. Understand me please. I beg you my Ev" he pleaded looking at me with those puppy eyes which I can't resist no matter that's why I found myself nodding to him even though I don't want it but Jared makes me crazy. "Can we forget about what happened to night. I want to make love to my husband" he whispered in my ear as his tongue slithered all around and inside my ear.

Flinching hard, I tried to turn my head away but Jared's mouth followed grabbing my earlobe between his teeth sucking on it arduous. He walked me towards our bed his lips not stopping working on my earlobe nipping and sucking harshly making a strangled moan out of my parted lips. Jared brought his mouth towards mine as he kissed me with too much hunger and desire like he wants to rip my lips off.

"It's you that I want Ev, no one else" he muttered placing tender kisses on my jaw making marks around it. I dug my fingers in his sculp hard pushing him against my body inorder to feel that warmth he always posses. Jared started sucking on my nipples swirling his tongue over it as I ached my back desperately pulling on his hair.

"Fuck" I choked out when he twisted my another nipple roughly making gushes of pre-cum to coat my throbbing cock. "Fuck me Red" I say thrusting up our crotch rubbing against each other.

"You wanna play" he rasped standing up pulling off his clothes and in seconds, he was hovering over me after pulling off my boxers too. He placed his hands on my hips squeezing softly. "Tell me baby you wanna play" he asked again his voice so deep it made me tremble on the bed. I flipped him over so that I was on top of him my mouth found his as I kissed him roughly while rubbing my pelvis against his hot body moaning in his mouth

"I want to play but...." I sucked on his lower lip approximately making him tremble his eyes flattering close "I want to show this dick whom it belongs to" I whispered leaning over the drawer pulling out our strawberry-scented lube squirting it on his cock and my ass.  I sat on his dick not bothering with preparing cause I'm used to the pain and the roughness always feels good. Jared guided my hips pushing me fully on his rock-hard cock which I admire so much at the way it makes me feel so full.

He has a beautiful cock.

"Ohh....god" I moaned as he started thrusting upwards not giving me time to adjust but I love it either way because it makes me whole and makes my body be on fire "Aaaa... You're so big" I moaned throwing my head back in ecstasy gripping his firm thighs feeling his muscles.

"And you like it" he husked sexily  holding my hips thrusting so hard hitting my sweet spot in the process and I always love how it makes my dick pulse licking a faucet.

"Yes fuck Red" I started jumping on his dick like a slut fuckin myself while my walls tighten around his shaft the way he likes and seeing the way his face was filled with lust and pure hunger made me wanna destroy his cock so I squatted down on his cock making it slide in my ass and fulling me so good "I own this cock love, mine" I moaned possessively "I'm the one who has to ride it, right love" he nodded fervently with pure pleasure on his face and pure love in his sliver eyes that I love so much.

"Oh god EV look at you so beautiful and fit" he moaned as I plugged myself harder on the cock, sliding in so good "jump on that dick, make it yours over and over again. It's yours my darling" I moaned at his words as I jumped on his dick loving how it feels inside of me. "Fuck" he cursed out when I tightened around him digging his finger nails in my knees. Jared pushed himself up into a sitting position as he captured my lips on his kissing me with so much love and insanity I almost came.

He pulled me off his dick making me whine "don't worry baby,I'm going to fuck you so hard you will lose control" he said pushing me in the doggie position,once my ass was up he roughly pushed in me his cock sliding in and out pounding in to me so hard I lost my voice. All was on my tip was his name as he fucked me in to Oblivion. That's why I love him so much, he knows what to do with me and he understands my body more than I understand it. He knows when he should go faster, Harder and were to stop.

"R-Red I- urggn..." I didn't know what I was saying at this moment all my words seemed to be incoherent as my body shook taking whatever my husband was giving me. Oh god it felt so good, his dick owned me and I fuckin surrender. My body was pulsing with every thrust, my legs and hands giving up but Red held me in place plugging in me without mercy.

"You feel so fuckin good Ev," he muttered bitting on my lower back "you gonna come for me baby" I nodded as he hit my prostate harder torturing it like never before making my whole body to tremble, my toes curling up as I came undone shouting his name. With one deep rough thrust he also came inside of me and it always feels good to feel his come inside of me. I fall on the bed Red falling on my back still riding his cum out. " I love you so much, please don't let go"

"I will hold on longer, I love you too" I whispered with a smile on my face but inside I was hurt because I was able to get the love of my life but sadly it came with a cost which had to push me back into the place I didn't want to be back in and that's being in the closet.