Sad stuff

Breakup

I never felt comfortable actually telling people the full version of how my ex broke up with me.

So I thought I'd write it on here.

Jan 19, 2021 I started dating X
I had some problems going on at home with an abusive stepmom so I could barely talk to him.
On March 19 2021 he broke up with me. He said it was because we didn't talk enough.
A few days before this I tried to over dose on pills because I was so tired of dealing with my stepmom. It didn't work.

Then a week after he broke up with me I found out the real reason why he did. He had feelings for another girl.
The same girl my brother had been dating on and off for a year.

It broke me. But I had to act like everything was ok. It's not like I could tell my dad because he wouldn't care.

I started cried myself to sleep for 3 months in a row. In a few weeks was supposed to be our 1 year anniversary.

May 2022 Update: I haven't cried over him in so long. It's been over a year since he broke up with me. Although sometimes I still think about him, I'm finally done letting that breakup control my life