Sad stuff

Famous....

I'm the most followed female on social media.

I get a lot of hate comments and a lot of positive comments.

I k ow I shouldn't spend so much time focusing on the hate comments.

There was one comment that's said "she's not even pretty 🤢 she's ugly  af and she  does not deserve all the attention"

That comment got 4,000 likes.

It got reposted many times and I got even more hate comments.

Such as.

"She's fat 🤢 "

"She doesn't deserve anything"

But the one that brought me to my breaking point was

"She should die. Nobody would care💀"

That comment got even more likes and was posted over 100k times.

So the day before the awards ceremony I went live.

"Hey this live is going to be short. I'm gonna go on a trip. I'm not gonna make the awards tomorrow. I'm not ever coming back."

Then in the chat someone typed

"Don't die I love you🥺🥺"

So I started crying.

"I'm sorry I can't deal with the hate comments anymore. I'm only 19 years old. But I hope this teaches everyone a valuable lesson. Watch what you say to people wether it's online or in person."

"This is my final goodbye." 

And with that I ended my live.

I powered off my phone and threw it on my bed.

I took the knife and sliced my wrists open.

It hurt so bad.

I kept cutting everywhere until I got light headed.

Then I plunged the knife into my heart.

Everything went black.

****THE NEXT DAY*******

"Power influencer has committed suicide"

Most of the world was in tears.

I wasn't in pain anymore.

I even attended my own funeral.

But I cried at how many people actually cared.

The girl who posted the comment about me dying killed herself.

I wish I didn't hurt as many people as I did.

If your going through something my messages are always open if you need someone to talk to.

It's not fun to be surrounded by people who "love" you yet you feel so alone.