Chapter~17

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"I swear-" Before Becky could finish her own sentence,she heard another ding form her phone.

Unknown Number:
Yo! It's me again!

Becky:
Oh hey..its u again

Unknown Number:
Ouch you sound
disappointed

Becky:
😒

Unknown Number:
Whatever..anyway..
how was ur day??

Becky:
It was ok, i guess
what about urs?

Unknown Number:
Eh.....
It was eh

Becky:
Ok

Unknown Number:
Heyy..you know?
If you were a cucumber,
You would be a CUTEcumber

Becky:
That was so unnecessary

Unknown Number:
Did it hurt when you fell from heaven?

Becky:
Why though like seriously?
Why?

Unknown Number:
Did you fart?
Cause girl,You blew me away

Becky:
That's it. I'm done

Becky went offline.

Unknown Number:
Come back! I was just joking!

Unkown Number went offline.

Becky chuckled.

"Becky! Dinner is ready!"  Linda knocked on Becky's bedroom door.

"I'm coming ma!"

Becky went downstairs for dinner. After eating,she helped her mother with the dishes. When she was done,she said goodnight to her parents before disappearing into her room.

Once she reached her bedroom,she got ready for bed. She slipped bed and fell asleep.

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Dean smiled at Becky as she was walking towards him.

"H-Hey," Becky managed to say. "I have something to tell you."

Dean nodded. "Okay."

Becky sighed quietly. "I like you."

Dean's smile dropped. Everyone was looking at them and she felt embarrassed.

Dean then began laughing. And everyone else around her laughed. Even her friends. Then out of nowhere,Renee walked past Becky with a smug look on her face and went straight to Dean. She smirked at Becky before kissing Dean.

When they pulled away from each other,the began walking towards Becky.
And Becky didn't know why but everyone was towering over her. She felt small. She was small.

Everyone kept on pointing and laughing at Becky.

"Ha! She thought someone as high class as Dean could like somebody like her?"

"Sucks to be her right now."

"Was she expecting Dean to say yes?  I mean look at her! She looks like somebody who got picked up on the side of the road!"

Becky panicked. She felt like she couldn't breathe. Anxiety.

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"Oh my gosh!" Becky muttered sitting straight. She had a bad dream.

"It felt so real." She whispered to herself.

Becky had anxiety. So anything that involved big crowds scared her. Which is why she hasn't been to a lot of palces. Even the cinema. Unless she was with the people that were close to her in big places, she would have a panic attack and struggle to breathe.

Becky hated herself because of this. She hated that she couldn't interact with big crowds like other kids her age. She hated the fact that she struggle to make friends. She thought that she was lucky to have Paige,AJ and Billie by her side.
And most of all,she hated the fact that she couldn't go out a lot.

Because of her anxiety.

She just wanted to be normal. To act normal. To feel normal.

Becky took her phone to check the time and saw that it was just half past one in the morning.

She sighed once again and and lay down on her bed. She closed her eyes and drifted off to sleep once again.

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