When the whole world shut down 2019 - ???

Chapter four part 2

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welcome to the second part of fourth chapter <3

The next day, still at the ICU 

Good morning, so here we still are at the Intensive Care Unit. Gus is still sleeping (can you believe he got a hospital bed and he isn't even patient!! ) But it might be one of different cancer bonus things or then because my parents have to left the country again! When I last time checked the Instagram they were at the London. What the hell is the point... My parents are at pleasure trip to London when their sixteen year old daughter with cancer is lying at the hospital bed!!

The parents of Augustus are getting some breakfast for us four person. I even heard that Miss Waters told that my parents are the most shittiest persons alive (and she never curses...) I don't even understand why they are so angry with my parents, I mean really that's not the first time they forgot that I am here too Same thing happened many times when I was child. 

Actually I haven't told to anyone from my parents trip 'cause I really don't care anymore! I am not leaving this hospital room for a long time, my doctors have evidences that these migraines might be caused by new tumors. 

Doctors have done their everything [ mri scans, endless blood work, chest x-rays and more] and I have been lost so much blood for those blood tests that they needed to connect blood bags to my IV (A/N I do know this isn't true, you can't lose that much blood from blood tests. But this is 100% fictional story so... basically anything is possible). But they have not been told that what the hell is frog with me at this time!!

We have been talking with Augustus. He asked that 'why did I call to him yesterday?' I told that 'I just wanted to talk with him'. But then I remembered that hair thing, I asked that ' Could you cut my hair when I am able to go home?' He said that of course he can even now but at first he just need to get the hair shaver [ A/N ??? again I am from Finland so I don't know how to translate some words.]  Mr Waters heard that conversation and said that he can pick the hair shaver, anyway he need to visit at home quickly. 

At first I said that no need to because driving from here to home takes nearly 20 minutes so 40 minutes at the end... But his mother said that without hair I do so much easier to life when no need to thing that ' What hair style goes well with my outfit today...' Yeah sometimes I do wish that also my own parents could be that nice for me.

After couple of hours:

So looks like I am bald again, but that's fine. I do like this better. And If my parents are so dumb that they don't understand why then that is totally their fault (they should know because this disease has been over four years in our life!). But I do need to behave because I don't want to life at the streets (parents are able to be so mean).

I did sleep for a few hours, was so tired from those migraines. I just wanted all humans out of the room except for Augustus, he refuses to leave this room (thinks that what happened for me is his fault). 

So I just woke up and a doctor deserves a big fucking thank you. He just put the whole lights on ( I have been told for them that those shiny lamps are bad for my head but they're just laughing at me!). [A/N trust me the most disgusting way to wake up at hospital room is when nurses or doctors came to room and put the whole lightning on!!] Doctor just said that he needed to tell these thing right now! Well what things... So he just dropped the time bomb, My cancer has spread that those treatments are not working anymore. I mean thank you but that's not the correct way to this!! Those things can't be said without any warnings!!!

Well I asked that I they can't do anything anymore then why the hell am I still at here. Why can't I just go to the home for grieving this. Doctor said that I need to spend next three weeks at here... so they can see that I am capable enough go to the home. I said that three days, no more I will be those three days at here and then I will be leaving. 

Somehow Gus and his parents talked to my doctors and I will leave this place during those three days. Don't get me wrong 3 weeks at hospital are not so funny but 3 months with Augustus Waters... at this situation when we are not even friends (not gonna be working sorry!) Maybe one year ago when we still were dating, but not now. 

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I am so sorry, only 800 words, but I am so tired. Went to dentist today and they fixed one of my tooth (with numbing needle). So since that I have been so tired also clock is (in Finland) almost 1 AM so I am gonna get some sleep <3 Good night, good morning or whatever depends from where do you live 

- Grazias