When the whole world shut down 2019 - ???

Chapter six 'back to the hospital??'

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hey its me from the 'future' :-) Now it is year 2022 and I have been through corona virus. These past two weeks have been maybe the worst in my life. But luckily I was able to stay at home. Did not needed leave to the hospital. 

The mean symptoms for me were breathing difficulties, high body temperature, vomiting, killer migraines and muscle pain. And still after two weeks I am coughing but my asthma medication does help little bit. 

I did prepare the list for hospital two weeks ago. Just in case if I need to leave fast by ambulance. Also the list [picture is the one on top] suits with this story now. The news say that if you get the virus it will stay over the six months and that is so scary. 

Sorry for the last chapter, it was so short...But now we are heading back to the Hazel's world <3

These two weeks have been the best at my life. 

I still can't go to the school, I really am thinking that the school are to be under lock-down soon. But people over this country are so stupid. They think that this virus will fade away if we just keep living normal way. I have my doubts for this world situation. Now it is 2020 and we are not gonna see the end for this virus, all is just getting worse.

I hate how this situation is ruining the lives... 

It will ruin so the live of so many person. The families have died because of this. I heard that the whole army was infected with covid_19. Those hundred young soldiers. This virus is brutal, I already said it before the first cases. This virus will be taking the million lives. 

I just know that I don't want to die. But also know I that I am weak. If I get the corona likely I am not able to survive from it. I am not sure if I am ready to fight for my life. Some days It would be just easier to give up. 

I hate the feeling how people do waste their time for me. Also I know that I should get rid of this kind of feeling, but when you are depressed you clearly don't see things like others see them. 

three hours later:

my mom [I can't remember what is the name of Gus's mother and father!] is making the food at the kitchen, we are eating the Pasta for dinner tonight. Augustus is still at school and his father is not at home now. So me and mom just. I have felt myself so ill today, but have not said anything to anyone. I hate ambulances when paramedics just are so disrespectful. At usually I just want to stay at my room. But now I am at the living room watching some Christmas movie. I know that Gus will be laughing for me when he sees that I do watch some boring old movie. When normally I spent my days while reading the books! 

I am scared that I need to go to the hospital again... it does feel like I just got out of the building.