Phoenix's Revenge

35.

Smut ahead yall!

Phoenix POV

Calen you asshole.

When I said I wanted to train at 9 I was mostly just trying to get him out of bed.

The icy water rushes over my face while an overly chipper voice rings out.

"This was your idea, kiddo." He says with a smirk. Nikolai rolls over with a heavy groan.

"What the hell, Calen." He grumbles.

"You too, sunshine. Up and at em. If you're not down there in 10 I'll drag you there myself." With that, he saunters out of the room.

Nikolai and I lay in our now soaked sheets for a minute, gathering our senses. Every morning since their deaths I have dreaded waking up because for that split second, I'm happy. I forget what happened and I can breathe. Then just as quickly, the air is ripped from my lungs as I realize that they're gone.

And the spiral starts.

The weight of their lost lives slowly starts to creep in and I roll over to reach for the whiskey that I now keep close by. My hand wraps around the intricate glass bottle as I start to pour. I'm stopped mid glass by a strong, tattooed hand.

"Not today, my love." He whispers into my ear.

"Please. I don't want to think anymore." I say as I turn towards him. Thinking is dangerous in the state I'm in. Much too dangerous.

"I can help with that." He whispers as he takes my hand in his, slowly pressing his lips to my knuckles. The mood in the room shifts as I understand what he means. A smirk takes my features as I run and lock the door. I stand at the foot of the bed.

"Okay then baby. Help me not think."

His face takes on his natural dominant shape as his eyes grow dark, climbing all over my body.

"Take off your top." He commands. My hands find the hem of my shirt and I slowly lift it up. I had only worn a T-shirt and underwear to bed last night. The shirt falls to the floor as the cold air makes me feel insanely vulnerable. Almost uncomfortably vulnerable. I'm aware of every bruise and scar that litter my body and I can't seem to make eye contact with the man that I adore. My eyes stay looking at the ground as I shift uncomfortably from foot to foot.

"Your underwear too, gorgeous." He says in a husky tone. I take a deep breath before sliding my underwear off as well.

I hear him take a sharp inhale as I stand completely exposed to him.

"Perfect." He whispers. I track him as her gets off of the bed and walks to me. He keeps going until my back hits the wall and he pins me to it.

"We're going to have to be quick, Phoenix. Can you be quick for me?" He lifts my chin up with one finger and I feel my headspace fall into something far more submissive than I've allowed myself to be.

"Yes sir."

His eyes flash to mine with a primal look and all the sudden I feel pressure in between my legs. He wedges his thigh up against me and my eyes flutter.

"Nikolai." I moan out. He smirks as he leans forward and whispers in my ear.

"What are you waiting for? Be my good little slut and ride my thigh." His hand finds my throat and squeezes as he takes my mouth with his. My brain is flooded with pleasure and for once, the mental pain subsides. I lose myself in the feeling of his lips and let him have me completely. His hands travel down to my hips and force me to move against him.

"I don't like asking twice, Phoenix." I gulp, knowing I'll pay for that, but I love it. He moves my hips so deliciously fast that it doesn't take long for me to be letting out sinful moans against his neck.

The rough fabric of his pajama pants against my bare pussy is almost painful, but in the best way possible.

"Fuck. Look at what a mess you're making for me, my love." He grips the back of my neck and guides my head to look down at the wet patch now forming on his thigh.

"So wet for me."

He leans forward and takes a nipple in his mouth and bites, eliciting a loud yelp out of me. He quickly soothes the pain by licking and sucking at it.

"Oh my fucking god, Nikolai. So good." I moan out. My feet leave the ground as I'm whipped around and throne on the bed. He stands at the foot with a much darker look than I've seen on his face.

"Spread your legs."

I spread them slowly as he bends down and grabs something from under the bed. A vibrator. He clicks it on and hands it to me.

"Let me watch you make yourself come for me. You don't stop until I say so, understood?"

I vigorously nod my head.

My back arches off the bed as his hand comes down and slaps my inner thigh. "Words."

"Yes sir!" I yell out.

Fuck I love this side of him.

"Then do it." He says.

I press the vibrator to my clit and am immediately thrown to the edge. My hips buck involuntarily as my eyes close.

"Phoenix. Eyes on me."

I force myself to open them and look. His hand wraps around his hard erection and his jaw tightens. The sight of him pleasuring himself is too much and I go careening over the edge.

I scream out his name as an intense orgasm rips through me. I go to remove the vibrator but Nikolai appears on top of me faster than I can react.

"It stays there." He growls into my neck. My body writhes beneath him as I'm kept in a continuous loop of pleasure. He runs the tip of his penis up and down my slit and without warning, slams his full length into me.

"Fuck!" I yell out.

"I know baby. So fucking good." He groans as he snaps his hips forward. He fills me so completely that it takes my breath away. Him plus the vibrator already has me nearing my end.

Again.

"Please! Nikolai I'm going to come again." I whimper. He continues to slam into me at an unforgiving pace.

"Come then, my love. Come with me."

His thrusts get sloppier as my eyes roll back.

He pulls out and releases on my lower stomach. We come together and my legs shake and the world is peaceful.

Just him. His scent, his touch, him.

My fucking salvation.