I am sorry for all the pain I put you through
I am sorry for the endless decisions you had to suffer for my sakeI left your heart fall, when I was losing faith in you
You stood firm in your words, but my kneel couldn'tIt was dark in there, but you kissed me and saved me
You deserve the world, but I give you so little of itYou and I belong together, but I left when you needed me the most
You gave me your heart, in return I tore it into piecesIt was all my doing and no else's
For my sake you broke your rules, in return I took advantage of them allThere have been no perjury in your mouth, but I made them see one
There was a side of you I never knew
All the things you said we're true, but I doubtedA side you never let out, for fear of humans like me
Instead I set fire more into your misery
Never hurting myself anymore
No longer am I just an image in a mirror
I am a reflection of my life,
those hurts,
those joys,
that hope,
that burning passion,
that endless love.
I see now the true image
the image of ME
When I look at her I see hope
When I look at her I get scared
There is so much I want to give her
So much that my little hands get scared
It's exhausting and tiring, but she wasHalf a CHILD; Half a PAIN.
When will all this end
When will the storm be still
The storm keeps getting closer
I am tired already
Alot has happened this pass few weeks
That I can't even wrap my hands around
I'm just trying to keep calm
Keep on moving, but sometimes when will it end?
There is so much I want to achieve and there is much more going on,
But in the end, I have decided to slow my pace down,
Let the heavens decide on my cause
Let me walk with my God, he knows that which his best for me,
Follow the train which my creator made and not rush things,
I will TRIUMPH like my creator__𝙼𝚊𝚛𝚎𝚎𝚢𝚊𝚑༆
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