I don't dare to say what I feel is love, love is something I've never felt before. Caring for someone so deeply is alien to me.
It hurts me to think you're so far away and nowhere near me. You probably have a love of your own, my heart hurts at the thought alone. But i can't be upset about something that we are not, my soul aches for a connection.
I'm such a fool. I'm such a fool to think with you and I have something especial. Like me, there are millions. Dreaming, hoping, fake believing.
Creating fake scenarios, pretending that is love. When in truth, love is something I've never felt before.
I've been a fool, dreaming of you. Thinking we have a future. I fell in love with the thought of you, with your cute little moles that you say you hate. With the way your smile lights up your whole face, makes me smile as well. It's a bittersweet feeling to know that no matter how strong I feel about you, you'll never feel the same about us.
The way your hair bounces and flows as you move, and the way you always look so effortlessly good. It makes my heart ache at the mention of you. Your laugh and jokes, your bright personality and caring self. You're sunshine, a warm ray of light during a cold winter day. The fresh wind hitting on your face, the smell of rain and the sound of soft jazz playing in a cafe. You're comfort and hope, just the thought of you makes my heart beat faster than ever.
- D.
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Broken thoughts of a lonely heart
PoetryThis is a word dump, just a way for me to drain my feelings and not drown in them. To whoever this is, really hope you never come across this... Still love you, you're the love of my life and it's a shame i just realize that ... don't know how many...
