The way your hair bounces and flows as you move, and the way you always look so effortlessly good. It makes my heart ache at the mention of you. Your laugh and jokes, your bright personality and caring self.
You're sunshine, a warm ray of light during a cold winter day. The fresh wind hitting on your face, the smell of rain and the sound of soft jazz playing in a cafe. You're comfort and hope, just the thought of you makes my heart beat faster than ever.
Words may not be enough to explain, and expressing my thoughts I'm not very good with after all. But I'm trying to write down, all this feelings i have. You'll never know them anyway.
One side of me wants to scream it to the world, the way I feel towards you, i might not feel about anyone again. But i also dread that you might run away, how could you love me anyway?
I don't dare to say what I feel is love, love is something I've never felt before. But about you, it gets pretty close.
Your perfect face, your pink lips and strong presence makes my heart beat faster than ever. The thought of you alone, makes me want to smile, with your jokes and funny ways there are always reasons for me to be happy anyway. Thinking that you're so far away, makes my heart ache, you and me are so far apart and yet, sometimes we're the same person only distanced by land.
You might not even know I exist, and that's ok with me. One side of me wants it to keep it that way, because you deserve all the best in the world and I'm afraid i can not give it to you. But i also want to run to you, hug you and kiss you and be together for eternity.
I'm such a fool. I'm such a fool to think you and I have something especial. Like me, there are millions. Dreaming, hoping, fake believing.
Creating fake scenarios, pretending that is love. When in truth, love is something I've never felt before.
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Broken thoughts of a lonely heart
PoesiaThis is a word dump, just a way for me to drain my feelings and not drown in them. To whoever this is, really hope you never come across this... Still love you, you're the love of my life and it's a shame i just realize that ... don't know how many...
