I've been a fool, dreaming of you. Thinking we have a future. I fell in love with the thought of you, the way you're eyes hold on to every detail, even the pimples on your face. Your eyebrows, dark and perfect framing your face. I want to trace every detail of you, paint it and frame it near my heart. But I'm such a fool to think with you and I there's something especial. Like me, there are millions.
Dreaming, hoping, fake believing.
Creating fake scenarios, pretending that is love. When in truth, love is something I've never felt before. And even if I do, feel love towards you. I'll be just another one, hopeless and dumb.
Crying to myself, my heart keeps aching. Thinking of all the times I longed for you, to be right next to me. Holding me, kissing me. I want to hug you, i want you near. But love, I'll be a fool forever for thinking that there could be something between you and me. I can scream it to the world, i want everybody to know, i love you, my sun. The biggest and brightest star i know, always present.
Always in my thoughts.
Making me feel so many things, overwhelmed by it all. I don't dare to say what I feel is love, love is something I've never felt before.
We're so similar yet so different, sun and moon. Winter and spring. Earth and water. Yin and yang, a perfect balance of opposites, a good match that was not meant to be. I miss you even though we've never met. I long for your touch and crave for your presence. Loving every part i know of you, it makes me wonder, who could hurt you this much? Who could be so heartless and missedable to use and betray your trust?
You're sunshine, a warm ray of light during a cold winter day. The fresh wind hitting on your face, the smell of rain and the sound of soft jazz playing in a cafe. You're comfort and hope, just the thought of you makes my heart beat faster than ever. I just want to see you smile, and even tho it might hurt like hell, knowing you're happy could be enough even if you're happy next to someone else.
- D
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Broken thoughts of a lonely heart
ПоэзияThis is a word dump, just a way for me to drain my feelings and not drown in them. To whoever this is, really hope you never come across this... Still love you, you're the love of my life and it's a shame i just realize that ... don't know how many...
