Misunderstood (BTSxY/N Poly ff) 18+

Kindhearted

Y/N's POV

"STOP!" I screamed as loud as I could.

All 7 pairs of eyes darted in my direction. Tears are now rolling down my face from all the screaming. My frustration pours out of the eyes as I cover my eyes with my hands. Jungkook runs up to me and scoops me up from under my arms to hug me.

"I'm sorry. I'm sorry you had to see and hear that" Jungkook whispers into my ear. He places me back down on my feet. Jungkook's hands cup my cheeks; wiping my tears away with his thumbs. He then grabs my hands to bring me down the stairs. Once we get downstairs, Jungkook brings me to the couch and sits me down; then gives me a pillow to hug.

"Why are you guys arguing?" I asked.

"HYUNG! HER NECK!!!" Taehyung yells. My eyes shoot over to look at Yoongi and I panic. I shoot up and run to the bathroom. Scanning at myself in the mirror, I see dark purple and red marks on my neck and collarbone. My hands touching every mark to feel if it hurts. I lift my shirt and I see them scattered on my chest and ribs too. It looks like I have been beaten but none of them hurt.

How can something feel so good look so bad?

"oh my gosh" I said. I was so focused on observing my skin that I didn't notice all 7 heads are looking at me through the open door. They saw all the hickies on my body and my bra too.

I'm shocked. I don't know what to say or do. I step forward and the boys back away from the door. I walk into the living room and drop into the cushion. Taehyung comes up to me and lowers himself to match my eye level. "We aren't arguing because of you. We just feel so much for you that we can't help but be jealous when someone gets something that we haven't gotten." He explains.

"I just accidentally flashed everyone in this house." I say dryly with my mouth hanging open; still in shock.

"Yah! Look at her! HOW CAN YOU MARK HER UP LIKE THAT?!" Jin yells again.

"Stop yelling!!" I screamed. "Tae, please get me out of here." I say to him with desperate eyes and he nods. Taking my hands and leading me out of the house.

We get to his car and he opens the door for me. "Do you have everything?" He asks as I am getting in. "Shit! I don't have my bag or my phone." I responded while scrunching my face in disappointment. "I'll be right back. Here's the keys... start the car for me." Taehyung blurted before running back into the house.

Moments later he emerged from the front door and hops in the drivers seat. "Where do you want to go?" Tae questioned. "Anywhere. I can't breathe." I said. He begins to drive and the quietness of the car gives me time to reflect.

Y/n! How can you be so dumb!? You're not dating Yoongi! You're not dating any of them! Why do you just put yourself out there like that! What kind of slutty choices have caused this problem? I'm so stupid. Stupid. Stupid. Stupid!!

"Y/n?" Taehyung strikes my attention. "Huh? Sorry. What?" I said. "Are you okay?" Taehyung seems really concerned about me. "I...honestly don't know." I respond with a frown growing on my face. He then pulls off to the side of the road then comes around to the passenger side. He opens the door and gestures me to come out. I step out and he immediately pulls me in. Wrapping his long arms around my shoulders; holding me tight. I am speechless by his actions. Out of impulse, I wrap my arms around his waist. I never noticed this before but, Taehyung has a way to my heart. As he is holding me, I become aware of his scent, I can smell him. He smells like comfort; manly but in way that makes everything perfect.

He pulls me back a bit so he can look at me. "Nothing that happened between us and Yoongi was your fault...None of this is your fault. You are the most special person to us and we want to protect you. Even though I can see those marks on you, I still want nothing but for you to be happy. When I saw those tears rolling down your face, I wanted to fight everyone, even myself because we were the cause of your pain." Taehyung sighs. He lifts my chin so I can see his glistening eyes. "You are gorgeous. You deserve nothing but the best. You should be taken care of, loved and happy. You...y/n, you...are beautiful in every single way." He smiles lightly. My heart flutters and my knees become weak. "Y/n, please let me show you what that is like." He places a gentle kiss on my forehead.

"I'm sorry that you guys are fighting. I know jealousy can be a dangerous thing. I want to know what it's like to date, love and experience everything. You make me feel so special and I know I am falling for you. But, I also know that I am falling for all of the other guys too. I'm afraid to hurt you guys. I don't think I can go through with it because seeing you as mad as you were earlier, made me so scared. I don't want to lose any of you." I replied.

"I want to kiss you, but I know that Yoongi was there so you're going to have to wait til tomorrow" he chuckles. "We can make this work for you. Let's get you back to the dorms and I'll talk to the other guys tonight, okay?" He kindheartedly says. I nod my head and he guides me back into the car. We make our way back and he holds my hand the rest of the ride back. Once he parks the car, "Wait, I have something for you." Taehyung stops me from getting out of the car. "I figured you're going to need this so your roommates don't think someone tried killing you" he hands me one of his hoodies. "Make sure it covers your neck." He looks away and his smile disappears. "Goodnight beautiful." He looks at me one last time before I exit the car.

Before I closed the door, I stopped. "Thank you Tae...for being there for me tonight." I smiled at him and that boxy smile that I am falling for reappears. "Can you do me a favor?" I asked him. Taehyung's face perks up to listen closely. "Can you put me in a group text with all the guys? I have something I want to say." I muttered. "Of course, I'll do that for you." He says before he waves at me.

**buzz buzz**
"Beauty and The Beasts"
[10:03pm] Taetae: because she asked... y/n, here is the group text you asked for.
[10:03pm] Namjoon: did you get back safely?
[10:03pm] unknown: I'm sorry for tonight
[10:04pm] Hobi: Are you okay?
[10:04pm] unknown: I am sorry too.
[10:05pm] Yoongi: I didn't mean for it to get this ugly
[10:05pm] unknown: We didn't mean to make you cry.
[10:07pm] Me: I asked Tae to start this because I need to get something off my chest. I wanted to say this in person but I don't think I can do it without crying.

Shit! Why does my phone have to die right now?!

I walk into the dorm and I don't see anyone in the living room. So I head straight into my room to drop my things. Thank god that Cherisse isn't back yet. I am not ready to be interrogated. I plug my phone in and head for the shower.

What am I going to do? I like them all, I do like some more than the others but it's still new to me. I think I should go for it. I think I should tell them yes.

I get out of the shower and I take a better look at myself in the mirror. Analyzing everything; from my face to my thighs.

holy fuck, how am I going to cover all of this in the morning?

I head to bed in a large sweater in case Cherisse sees everything in the morning. My eyes are heavy and soon I fall asleep.

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A/N: Tae has a special spot in my heart.💜🥺