Misunderstood (BTSxY/N Poly ff) 18+

Pregame

Y/N's POV

I get to the dorm and ignore everyone there. They all try to talk to me and even try to comfort me. I cry under the covers for hours while feeling my phone go off. I decided that it's finally time to check it.

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13 messages
7 missed calls

I ignore them and drag myself into the bathroom to take a shower. The hot water runs down my body and calms my soul.

How can you be so oblivious to everyone's feelings? They all want you. But you haven't been treating them fairly. Why did Tae look at me like that?

I stop thinking when the water suddenly turns cold. I shut it off and hop out. Looking at myself in the mirror and seeing my puffy eyes. It reminds me of the pain I'm putting them through. I lock my phone and quickly fall asleep.

"No! Don't leave me!" Jimin yells. "Why didn't you choose me?" He drops to his knees begging me to stay. He hugs me tightly but I shove him off. "I told you! I told you that I love him too!" I yelped. "I love you, but you want me to choose and I can't choose!" I run away and never look back at him. My heart feels heavy. It aches so much that when I grab my chest I fall to the ground. "I broke his heart. He will never forgive me."  I whisper to myself.

Suddenly, my phone buzzes. It's from Jimin.

"I can't live without you."  I don't respond but an ambulance raced by me and my mind immediately thinks of Jimin.

"No no no. Please Jimin. Please don't be Jimin" I say out loud as I run back. Instantly my eyes see him and my heart shatters. I scream with all of my chest.

I wake up with sweat bullets on my face and neck. What a nightmare! I glance at the clock and noticed I woke up just before my alarm. My heart is pounding in my chest and I take a few breaths before getting ready for the day. I try to shake the dream out of my head but I keep thinking about Jimin and how he wanted me so bad.

Once I am ready to head out of the door, I grab my books and my bag on the way out. I exit the building and to my surprise, Jimin is standing there waiting for me.

Thank god it was just a dream. I don't want to lose him either.

"Hey beautiful!" He smiles at me and my heart weighs me down a bit. Seeing those crescent shaped eyes is such a great way to start my day. "How long have you been waiting here?" I asked him. "Well I didn't know what time your first class was so I got here around 7 hoping that I'll catch you." Jimin answers nervously. "JIMIN!! It's 8:45!! You've been waiting that long?!" I yelled at him and smacked his shoulder.

He chuckles and interlocks our fingers then walks me to my class. The whispers in the hall aren't as loud and I can barely hear it anyways since Jimin and I are talking. "Hey, can I ask you a question?" He squeezes my hand to capture my attention. I nodded and looked at him curiously. "Would you like to go out to dinner with me tonight?" He raises his eyebrows with a tiny smile. I couldn't help but smile. I wanted to agree but there was something tugging on my conscience, telling me to say no. "Maybe another time okay?" I told him. "I just need some time to figure this all out." I flash a tiny smile at him.

We get to my class and he waves me goodbye while running to make sure he makes it to his. The rest of my day goes as if nothing changed. When I enter my last class of the day, I see Yoongi sitting at the back of the room; in the corner. He waves at me then pulls out the chair beside him.

Why does he make me so nervous?

I sit down and he hands me a note.

"Min Yoongi! Please come to the piano!" the professor announces as I open up the note. Yoongi stands up and walks down to the piano. I look down to read his note and block out the world.

Hey Princess, I missed you.

Yoongi is looking at me when I look up from the note. My heart flutters in my chest. I do my best to focus on class but watching the way he plays the piano is hypnotizing.

"Everyone will have a chance to write their own lyrics and come up with the beat. You will compose your own song and it'll be played as your final project this semester. It is a big deal! It will hold 45% of your final grade for this class. Work hard and I look forward to judging your song. Use the next 8 weeks wisely!" The professor announces before leaving the classroom.

Damn it.

How can I write and compose a song when I can only play the piano? My head drops and I slowly pack up my things. Yoongi comes up to me and says "remember what happened in here the last time we were alone?" I looked up and felt my face get warm. My phone buzzes and it steals my attention from Yoongi

Bermuda Triangle:
[5:22pm] Risse: Be ready by 8:30. Wear something cute! Make sure you eat before we leave.
[5:23pm] me: umm...what's going on?
[5:24pm] Lily: We are going out! 🤪
[5:24pm] Mei: See you soon!
[5:24pm] Me: where are we going?!🤔

I couldn't help but giggle at my friends' weirdness and Yoongi notices. "Who are you talking to?" He asks me with a slight hint of jealousy in his voice. "My roommates." I responded and Yoongi's face relaxes. "Wanna have dinner?." He asks with a gentle voice. "Sorry Yoongi, I have plans tonight. Maybe I can spend time with you another time?" I say as I walk quickly walk out of the classroom to make my way back to the dorm. A glimpse of anger is seen on his face and he sighs at me while waving his hand.

While getting ready, I have a hard time choosing what to wear since I have no clue where we're going. Soon Meilyn busts through the door and says she can't find something cute to wear and begins to filter through my closet. "I think you should wear this one!" Mei throws a dress at me that has a very low neckline. "Wait, where are we going?" I asked her. "Risse didn't tell you? There is a new club that opened up across town and tonight they are giving out a free bottle to every group that reserved a booth or lounge." She answers me with excitement.

This is a bad idea. I shouldn't be drinking. I shouldn't go out. I might make a fool out of myself.

"Umm, what is this?" Meilyn holds up the black corset that Jimin bought me that one day at the mall.

Shit! I forgot about that!

I see Meilyn reach further into the bag and pull out a black bra, it's sheer and strappy. "Uhh" I begin to stutter. "Y/N! WHO ARE YOU PLANNING TO WEAR THIS FOR?!" She screams at me with a massive grin. "NO ONE! I wasn't even the one who bought it!" I accidentally over share. "Then who bought it?" She investigates with her arms crossed. I slam my palm into my forehead and walk over to snatch it out of her hand. "The day we went to the cafe and you left me to go with your new boy toy, I decided to go shopping and I walked into the shop only wanting to browse. But then, Jimin shows up while I'm holding that corset and to make the long story short; he bought it for me. Well...along with the other things too. This is honestly the first time I'm even seeing this one." I finally confess. "Well it's cute and you're gonna wear it with that dress! It'll be so hot!" She demands me to change into it.

I am convinced that these girls just want me to have some fun and make a fool out of myself. Once we are all ready, the 4 of us pile into an Uber and head out. I sit there looking out of the car window, praying that tonight will be filled with fun and no problems. I look down at my phone and it's totally past 9pm. We have been driving for what felt like forever. Once we hop out I noticed that there is tons of people roaming the streets and we all blend in.

"Let's pregame!"

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