Misunderstood (BTSxY/N Poly ff) 18+

Pain

"Jungkook please stop..." I push him away to increase the space between us. "I can't take it anymore! Everyone hates me! I don't even know them and I never did anything to them but they hate me!" I angrily announced. Backing away from Jungkook to head back down, he grabs my hands and drops to his knees. "I'm sorry y/n. I'm sorry that we are all causing you so much pain." His voice sounding discouraged. "What do you want me to do to fix this? I'll do whatever it takes to fix this. ANYTHING Y/N!" He tone strengthening.

"I can't...I just can't handle the what is going—" I am cut off by another pair of hands from behind me; yanking my focus away from Jungkook.

"She said she can't! When people see her with any of you, people will talk and gossip." Cherisse drags me away, pulling me back down the stairs. We enter the cafeteria and she shoves a tray into my hands. "Eat. I don't care if you aren't hungry. You need to eat." She demands. When we sit at the table, she sits across from me. The chatter is echoing through the cafeteria and I know it's about me. I stare at the food on the tray and her chopsticks come into my vision. She gently places an shrimp on my noodles. "Please eat" she calmly says. Lily and Meilyn joins us; Lily sits next to me and Meilyn sits across from her. It's quiet between the 4 of us; none of us saying a word. I feel the tears welling in my eyes again.

"I can't believe she would still shows her face around here" someone says.

Cherisse and Lily immediately stand up from their chairs. So quickly that their chair flies backward. "YOU JEALOUS BITCHES!" Cherisse yells. "NONE OF IT IS TRUE!" She continues. "YOU GUYS HAVE SO MUCH FUCKING TIME TO TALK SHIT THAT I'M STARTING TO THINK YOUR ASS ISN'T DOING ITS JOB ANYMORE!" Lily follows. The cafeteria goes silent and the two sit down and continue to eat. But I am still staring at my food, hoping that nothing else happens. The tension in the cafeteria becomes thick and the whispers begin again.

When will this stop? Maybe I shouldn't do this with any of them.

Suddenly, a random guys comes up to us; looking at me "If you want to make more money, you can always add me to the list." He grossly smirks at me. Meilyn grabs her drink and splashes his face. "GET YOUR SHRIMP DICK ENERGY OUT OF HERE!" Meilyn yells. But with a blink of an eye, that unknown guy is tackled down to the ground by Yoongi. Jimin, Jungkook and Namjoon pull Yoongi off of the guy and everyone's attention is on the commotion. Jin, Taehyung and jhope all standing up from another table on the other side of the cafeteria. "You couldn't pay her enough money to get any attention from her." Yoongi says as he dusts off his clothes. As Meilyn sits back down, I grab my tray and head out towards the door.

I don't want to be here anymore. I don't want this anymore. I hate it here.

I drop the tray on top of the bin and leave the facility. I hope that no one is following me but I can hear footsteps trailing behind me. "Ugh" I groan while rolling my eyes. Lily hooks my right arm with one of hers and Meilyn links with my other. "Just leave her alone and shut your mouth!" Cherisse yells as I hear the cafeteria door slam. She runs and catches up to us. We walk to the dorm and I still haven't said a word.

Once we are inside, I immediately break down into tears. The tears are falling so fast that even if a entire paper towel roll was taped to my face it would be soaked in seconds. I drop to the floor; balling my eyes out. My dear roommates collect me off the ground and pulled me to the couch.

"Y/n?" Cherisse says to me while handing me a cup of water. "Take a deep breath and please fill us in." He continues. "I don't want to see you hurting anymore. It's not even the middle of the semester yet and you've already cried multiple times, been the talk of the school, and had 7 different men pursue you. What is going on?" She slumps onto the floor, resting her hands on my lap.

"Ughhh this is so messy! I never thought it would have been like this..." I stared at my hands for a second. I looked up and slowly began to expose myself. I told them everything as the hours go by. I told them how I met each member and how every encounter went. I share about the night with Namjoon and the time with Yoongi; down to the nasty details. Telling them about the dinners I had with Taehyung, Jhope and Jin. I even told them about what happened last night when they all pushed me out to hangout with Jin and where I stayed.

"Well....You've been busy." Meilyn blurts with a chuckle. We all start giggling together when Lily says "At least Y/n is getting some good action so far." They look all look at me and I feel the interrogation coming. "So who are you going to choose? Do they all know?" Meilyn asks me. I shrug my shoulders and say "yes, they all know and they decided to all court me at the same time. Despite knowing that one of them have kissed me or..." I pause with hesitation. "Ate you out?!" Cherisse attempts to finish my sentence. I hide my face and blush a bit when my mind flashes back to what happened between me and some of the men.

"We would never judge you for what you're doing...but...please be careful." Lily starts "I don't want you to lose your virginity to someone you don't think will be worth it." She rests her head on my shoulder. "But why does it have to be such a big deal? What if i want to just lose it already so there isn't that much pressure?"

The 3 of their bodies jolt back and their eyes are all showing signs of shock when I asked my questions. "Your first time should be special...and if you want to sleep around after that, then by all means. BUT ! Not your first time." Meilyn answers me. "If you had to choose, who would you lose it to?" Cherisse digging for an answer. "Ummm I'm not sure. They are all so sweet. None of them have pressured me to do anything I don't want to do." I sit there contemplating between the 7 men.

"Well if i still had mine...I would let any of them take mine!" Meilyn laughs. "Buuuut none of them like me so... I guess I won't get as lucky" she jokes with us. My mood lightens and I feel so much better.

I love my friends... they really know how to lift my spirits. We order in some dinner and drink a couple of bottles of soju before heading to bed.

There's something about everything that's happening causes me to have this urge to go see the boys. So once the Bermuda Triangle has all fallen asleep. I sneak out and call an Uber to their house.

What the hell are you doing y/n? What are you even going to say when you get there?

Before I know it, I am standing at their front door with my finger on the doorbell...

Press it! Press it! Press it already y/n!

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A/N: Sorry for the filler chapter