Unwanted (BoyxBoy) ~Completed~

Unwanted Ch.17

Dedicated to xXDemonWolfXx

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"Boys time to get up." I heard mom yell. Oh if only she knew I've been up since four in the morning. It's hard to sleep when your mind is filled with thoughts on how to help out Andy while still trying to keep a hold on yourself. I got off my sitting position on the bed and walked over to my closet to get some clothes for school. I'm hoping that Sam will back off when he sees that Andy is going too. No I'm not using him as a body guard or something. It's more like my personal shield.

I walk out of my room and head to the bathroom ready for a nice hot shower. Nothing relaxes me more than that so I rush in and lock the door. I strip off my clothes and step into the relaxing water as I turned on the shower. As the water goes pelting on my back, I can't help but over think of how I'll be able to stay in control and help Andy. I mean I can't keep on trying to end my life when I want him to not give up on his.

I can't help but feel like a hypocrite because Andy has been doing the same thing I've been trying to do and now I want him to stop when I'm not sure I'll be able to. Cutting is hard enough and the harder my life gets, the more I want to leave. But, now I know why I'm still here and that's because I need to save Andy. From his abusive mother and mostly himself. Sure it's going to be hell keeping both of us up and running but I'll deal with it. For Andy, I'll deal with it.

I step out of the shower and put on my boxers and red pants. After brushing my teeth and making sure every tooth is nice and cavity free, I put on my white BVB shirt with a black jacket over it. Oh my god I've had a crush on Andy Biersack since like forever. Hey wait a minute, are all guys named Andy hot? Cause to tell you the truth my Andy, yes he's mine but he doesn't need to know that, anyways he is totally yummy. So yummy that I want to eat him up but I think that would be really gross. Oh unless I could eat him up the other way if you know what I mean. Ok now Luke, your getting a little pervy and we can't have that now can we? A small blush creeps up my cheeks at the thought of Andy naked and they soon get interrupted as I hear a knock at the door.

I jump up a little startled at the sudden noise until I hear Andy's voice on the other side. Well look who showed up. No Luke, clear your mind and than open the door because we can't be drooling now. I clear my throat and let out a squeaky "Just a minute." Ok that was gross sounding. I splash my face with cold water and check myself one last time in the mirror before heading out. Yep still sexy as hell. I open the door and come in contact with Andy's drowsy looking eyes.  

"Didn't have a good sleep?" I asked him. I let him pass me to get in the bathroom. Yeah we still weren't on the whole 'oh let me give you a steamy morning kiss' part yet. Sadly, because all I wanted to do right now was jump into his arms and never let him go. But to keep things from getting awkward, I held back and settled with a small morning chat.

"More like didn't get any sleep at all." He answered getting ready to brush his teeth. Hm, he does it backwards. First he brushes his teeth and than he showers. Unless I do it backwards and he's doing it the right way? Wait this conversation with myself is getting completely pointless. Ok get back on track, now where were we? Oh right., Andy not sleeping.

"Are you really nervous about school?" I asked him since that might be something that didn't let him sleep well. What if he decided to ditch it or something since he never really wanted to go in the first place? No I can't let that happen because he's the only reason I will go today.

"Hell yes. But I'm going because..." He looked away and started to rub the back of his neck. A slow blush made it's way to his face and I wanted him to finish the sentence.

"Because?" I urged for him to say it. He looked back at me and let out a slow sigh.

"Because I know you'll be there." He responded in one breath and I couldn't help but smile. I could tell he wasn't used to being all sweet and stuff with someone but loved it when he said that. To not make him more uncomfortable and ruin the moment, instead of giving him a full out kiss on his so honey sweet lips like I wanted to, I gave him a small sweet short kiss and I thought that was enough.