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I pulled away from Andy and leaned my forehead against his. Looking into his eyes, they held so much torture yet you could see a hint of trust. Hopefully I could make that trust grow.
"Ready to go back home?" I asked him which only made him nod in response. I got up and he soon followed. I grabbed his hand but he quickly pulled back only for me to grab it again.
"It's alright. You can trust me." I told him as his hand settled into mine but I could still see the doubt in his face. We caught a bus back home and I couldn't help but notice how pale Andy looked.
"Andy are you ok?" I asked him worried.
"Yeah I'm fine." He said looking out the window. I hoped he was telling the truth yet I knew he wasn't fine. The bus soon passed by our neighborhood and we got off. Stepping onto the front porch I unlocked the door and no sooner did my mom come rushing towards us.
"Oh my goodness, I've been so worried." She said giving me a tight hug. Than she noticed Andy standing next to me and rushed to him also squishing the life out off him. Poor guy.
"Thank goodness your back. Now no more running off like that. You don't want to scare your parents when they get back now do you?" She said glancing up at Andy from her short frame. I noticed Andy suddenly loosing balance on his feet and all of a sudden he drops to the floor. I immediately rush towards him and try to shake him awake.
"Andy don't do this to me." I say in full panic. Mom tries calling him also but he won't respond.
"Here let's get him to the couch. Mark come over and help us pick him up." Mom said calling dad to help lift Andy up. The both of us gently picked him up and set him down on the couch.
"I don't see why you needed my help if he's already as light as a feather." Dad said to mom.
"Now is not the time Mark. Luke did he have anything to eat today?" Mom asked me which made me think back to earlier
"No. Like I said he threw up the only thing that he ate." I responded answering the reason for him fainting. He is probably too weak and his body couldn't hold it anymore. Mom went to grab a wet towel and laid it over Andy's forehead. a short while later Andy started to move and he opened his eyes.
"Oh thank goodness you woke up. Now I'm going to make you some really good hot soup and your going to be a good boy and eat it all." Mom said heading towards the kitchen. Dad followed after her probably not wanting to get stuck in an awkward situation with Andy.
"How are you feeling?" I asked Andy sitting next to him on the couch and setting his legs on my lap. All I got in response was a groan so I couldn't tell whether he didn't want to answer or he just felt too weak to. Dad came in the living room and gave me a weird look but I just ignored him and looked away. He than left the room without another glance back.
"Why do you do this Andy?" I sighed out referring to him throwing up.
"Why do I do what?" He mumbled out barely audible.
"You know so don't play fucking stupid." I said angry with him. He didn't answer which made me get up in furry. I stormed out of the living room and upstairs because I literally needed to cool down. I mean I know he feels like his life is shit but I want to help and seeing him like this just sort of pissed me off. It's not his fault and I don't want to let out my frustration on him but I don't want him to give up. I couldn't bare that.
Tomorrow we'll be going back to school and I can't even imagine how that will turn out. Soon I heard footsteps by my door and it was Andy going to his room. I know I was upset but I wanted to make sure he was ok. It was around eleven already so I went over to his room even though my body protested in exaustion.
"Andy can I come in?" I asked gently knocking on his door. I didn't get a response so I slowly opened it which turned out to be a very bad idea. Andy was in the middle of taking off his pants which left him in only his plaid boxers. Ok look away before you start drooling you weirdo. Before I could though I noticed his back covered in bruises. I quietly step in and he hasn't seemed to notice that I'm here since he hasn't turned around. I walk up behind him and lift my hand up gently tracing the black and purple bruises that covered nearly his entire back. He lets out a startled gasp and quickly whips around to face me. His expression is terrified until he notices it's me.
"Are those from your mom also?" I ask disregarding his reaction and looking up into those stormy eyes of his.
"Not hard to figure out." He says sitting down on the bed. I sit down next to him and take his hand in mine. He flinches a little but keeps it there.
"Do you feel uncomfortable when I touch you?" I ask since he just seems to flinch or pull back the times I've grabbed his hand.
"No. I'm just not used to it." He says still looking at our hands holding on tightly to each other. I scoot a little closer to him and he doesn't scoot away so that's a good sign.
"I want you to know that you can trust me Andy. That I'm here for you and I don't want to keep seeing you hurt." I tell him pouring my heart out and letting him know he's safe with me. He stays silent for a while and I let him to gather up his thoughts. A small tear slips out his eye and he furiously wipes it away not wanting it to be there.
"It's ok. Crying doesn't hurt you. It helps you open up and let go of some of the pressure." With that said I slowly cup his beautiful face and place a gentle kiss on his lips. Even though it's the second time I've kissed him, I feel like I'm addicted. There's just so much pain and passion mixed together as his lips move in sync with mine that I don't want to let him go. I feel the hot tears roll off his face and onto mine and it's like he's transferring his pain to me because my heart is literally cracking into pieces. We pull back and are only a breath away from each other. He stares deeply into my eyes as I do to his and there's like a magnetic pull that won't let us look away.
"Your so beautiful." I quietly say as we are lost in our own world. Let us have peace for at least couple of seconds, I say in my mind.
"Don't say that." He says as his cool breath washes over my face.
"But why?" I questioned.
"Because I'm too broken to be beautiful." He responds still staring at me. My face turns into a small frown at his words and I can't help but crush my lips to him again. This kiss is much more passionate and I let him know just how beautiful he truly is. His lips are moving with just as much fire and I pull back with a small groan from him. Hey I can't let this get out of hand.
"You may be broken, but you can surely be fixed. And I'll be with you every step of the way." I say and than stare back in shock because Andy suddenly lets out a small smile. Yes you can barely tell but it's still there and I'm just glad that I was the one to make him smile.
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Ok so this one is a little shorter than the last one, I think but I'm too sleepy to keep going. Yes I'm a lazy bum -__- And as you noticed I'm going to start making dedications cause I want my readers to know that I appreiciate them for reading my story cause it means a lot. Anyways comment and vote because I love the people that commented last time for actually doing it and hopfully this time I can get more so don't be shy and tell me your thoughts <3
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Novela Juvenil(WARNING!: DEPRESSING CONTENT, POORLY WRITTEN: READ AT YOUR OWN RISK) "I deserve just as much pain as she gives me." He said fully meaning it and crushing my heart all at once. "No you don't. You are just a broken person both inside and out an...
