Beau and i have been dating for 4 years and its been amazing but, this past week has been hell. Between not having him around and him coming home drunk, i've been so lonely. I feel like before i ever met Beau, alone, worthless just falling apart without his support.
Right now I'm home, alone, again. Beau went out right after hockey, maybe he doesn't love me and doesn't want to spend time with me anymore. I climb off of the couch to go and get a drink. As a grabbed the water bottle and made my way back to the couch when the door slammed. I right away, got scared and jumped on the couch and covered myself with the blanket. " Y/N !? WHERE ARE YOU" Beau screamed. " in the living room.." i said softly. " where were you?" i added.
" And why should i tell you that? " he said mimicking my hushed tone. " uh-um i don't know, maybe because I'm your girlfriend?" i was beyond pissed. " uh- right about that..." he laughed. '' No, no, no. Beau you're not." you whispered in shock. " I'm sorry y/n you're just not fun anymore. I don't love you anymore, sorry." he smiled. I ran past him, eyes glassed with tears. i threw my pre-packed over night bag and my keys. " Well i guess all promises are meant to be broken, right?" i said clearly. i slipped the promise ring he had given me 6 months ago and tossed it to the floor. it span around and finally stopped. i opened the door and glanced back to a now sober, crying Beau.
i closed the door softly and threw myself into the Range Rover Beau had bought me for my birthday last year. I sobbed " what am i going to do without him" because honestly, i didn't know.
it was raining out and i still haven't moved from our drive way. A small knock on the window interrupted my sobs. " open up!" i heard the voice I've grown to love shout from outside. I hesitated to unlock the door but did. A soaking Beau climbed in. " Y/n, baby, please. please don't cry. " i looked at him and then looked back at my legs. " How can i not? The guy i loved for 4 years just told me he doesn't love me anymore? Am i supposed to be happy?!" i sobbed.
" No. But all of that was drunken lie's. I do love you, if i didn't why would i give this promise ring ? " he said pulling out the ring. i smiled. " I love you with all my heart and even though were to young to get married i wanna do this." he said grabbing something from his pocket. "come out side " he said getting out and pulling me out with him. I gasped. " Beau! OH MY GOD" he chuckled and got on one knee. " Y/F/N will you marry me ? " i was shocked. " YES! are you crazy! of course!"
