A prom with my Bully [On Hold]

Chapter 18 - "Forever"

Hey everyone! I just wanted a moment to thank everyone who he read my story! It means so much to me :'] Now off you go with the story... *I'm a girl of few words, I know.*

This is a filler for the next chapter ;) Meaning it will be very short... Sorry :<

XOXO shy_girl028 :*

Chapter 18

Alex's POV

"I'm sorry!" we both shouted in unison.

"That wasn't supposed to happen!" She reasoned out.

Ouch. Those words, That wasn't supposed to happen. Those five words hurts like daggers pierced into my chest.

"Yeah of course. It wasn't suppose to happen. I got carried on because I am attending an acting class where there is a kiss part and I got the main lead." I reasoned out as calmly as I can.

That

Wasn't

Supposed

To

Happen

No freaking duh Alex! Are you that narrow-minded to just kiss her?! You weren't even thinking! Nope, I don't care if you think about yourself, I care about what she will think!

My inner thoughts are right. I'm stupid. I know that I am in-love with this girl but I just can't kiss her especially that she has no feelings for me. She only thinks of me as her friend. That's it nothing less, nothing more.

She would probably hate me now. I believe I have to tell her how I feel. But not now. I'm not afraid to tell her. I'm afraid of how she will react. And mostly, I'm afraid of her response. 

Danielle, she's something special. She ain't any ordinary girl. They say if you like someone and you can't explain it... It's already LOVE. I also agree with that. I am in love with her.

 "We better go home now. It's getting late now." I spoke. I just want to go home. Except if I do, that just means that I am still with her.

"Uhm yeah sure." She said.

The drive back home was quiet. It was the kind of silence that you would  love to step out of. It was this awkward silence. She never spoke to me on the way home and not even glanced at me. This continued till we were already in the house.

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As soon as I know that she's fully asleep I sat on her bed and said, "I know that you are in a deep sleep now, and I believe that it is a cowardly thing for me to say my feelings for you when you're asleep. One day, I will be brave enough to tell you how I feel. I just have to wait. I really like you Danielle, ever since my eyes first set on you. I tried my best for you to notice me. Those times I excelled in my school activities, those times were I got so many medals. Most of those, I did it for you to notice me. But then it didn't seem to work. Its like you didn't even know I was there. You were too busy playing with Johnny. So, I made a stupid decision. It was the worst decision I made. Since you never noticed me, I decided to be your bully, so with that I got your full attention. But then I realized, why didn't I just made you my friend. Well that is because I'm a coward. I really, really like you Danielle. I remember when I first saw you, your long wavy brown hair was on a ponytail, bonded together with a piece of white ribbon matching your blue dress. I know that when I saw you my heart went crazy. I'm sorry for all those that I have done. I know I'm stupid, I really am. But now I have you. For the past few days you were able to see the real side of me. You accepted me. You forgave me after all those things I did to you. I just wish right now you can hear all this words I'm saying right now. I'm not scared to tell you how I feel. No not at all.... Its just that.. I am scared of what'll you say. I'm scared of rejection. One day, I will be sure that you will be hearing this words and the next time it will be face to face. I know that I am just a friend in your eyes. I try my best to not feel anything when you call me your friend. But deep inside, it hurts completely. Because I wish that, that friend will be something more. If it would take a lifetime for you to feel the same thing that I feel for you, then I would just have to wait. They do say good thing comes for those who wait right? Well for sure I will be waiting. Danielle, I know that your the only girl to complete me. Your laugh, the way your brown eyes stare into mine, the way you smile at my corny jokes, the way your hair gets messed up in the wind yet you still look beautiful, the way you fit perfectly in my arms and the way my heart beats for you. I know that somewhere, right there in your heart, you will realize that I will be there for you. I don't need to name it all. I just know that I will be there for you, no matter what. I will wait for you not caring if it would take forever. If I die first, I would be waiting for you in that paradise. And if you die first, which is something I wouldn't want to happen I would assure you that I can't wait for the time God will take my last breath just to be with you. No other woman would be right for me. I know it and God does too. They said if God informs you something, He will surely inform it to the other one. And I won't mind if forever takes. But I do wish that one day the time will come when we both get to say I do to each other. All I know is one day I will be able to say this line. I love you Danielle Rosemary Roberts. I love you."

And with that I went back to my other bed and fell into a deep sleep.

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The End..... of the chapter. Yes I know it's very short, but as I said, its only a filler for the next chaprer and I am really sorry to keep my readers waiting.  

God Bless

XOXO

shy_girl028