If hearts should speak..

Mark's Thoughts

The thing about Riley is that she's completely unexplainable. You think she's the good girl, but once you get to know her, you realise she's everything. She's crazy, she's funny, she's honest. And you'll never know what she'll do next. We never had to force anything when we were with each other, it flowed naturally; that was something I'd adored. I was starting to like Riley a lot; more than friends I think, but just because I'm trying not to show it, doesn't mean I'm not feeling it. When I said I think that I like her; I don't want to say I fancy her and not be a hundred percent about it and lead her on. With being around Riley, I finally understood how love changes everything. How it becomes a chemical thing that turns everything warm and full of hope. And that's how Riley made me feel, warm and full of like and love. She was a great person to be around and had such a good aura about her.
I hope I can find the time to tell her on why I am the way I am; having mixed emotions, being loud, being quiet and being anxious. How do you tell someone that when you don't fully know yourself?
I want to be able to know myself about my feelings without confusing Riley. When you fall for someone's personality, everything about them becomes beautiful.
I wasn't looking for anyone when I met Riley; but she turned out to be everything I was looking for.

Having ADHD and a short attention span, getting into Nottingham Trent University, has been the best thing that's happened to me; I never would have thought university would have been an option for me; but working hard, having an open day and interview with my tutor/ professor was a great experience. I got good grades, but never thought they'd be enough and hoped my work ethic and being myself around people would always help me; I'm so glad it worked. I'm working so hard everyday to get the best grades possible.
I though university would be hard and no one would help me but thankfully my lecturers help me all the time and majority of my friends and students I'm with. I love being able to get on with everyone I meet. Maybe it's my personality, me being very hyperactive and everyone letting me be myself.

I can't wait to get the highest grade possible at University, and have Riley by my side when we've finished.