Red Lights- Bang Chan × Hwang Hyunjin

Monster

Tangled on the bed in Hyunjin's empty apartment, they huddled closer together in the rising dawn. The nephilim was asleep on Chan's arm, exhaling softly as peaceful dreams played behind his lids.

"I'm so sorry." Chan whispered, moving a strand of dark hair out of the face and caressed his cheek. No matter how many times he chanted it over and over again he could never stop the feeling of guilt and shame.

A cold, black tear dropped down on to the pillow making a small spot and he tried his best not to wake the boy.

The balcony was dark and lonely but Chan didn't mind it. He was rather used to it. It reminded him of his bedroom, chilly and scary. A dead sigh left him, trying to suppress the tears behind his miserable eyes.

"I'm such a monster..."

"No you are not." A warm pair of hands wrapped around his waist a head burying behind him. "You are not a monster, Channie."

A pit-a-pat skipped a sweet beat in Chan's heart, feeling melting at the adorable sight of a sleepy boy with half closed eyes and ruffled hair as he turned around. He wanted to smile and he did.

Hyunjin looked up at him, rubbing his eyes. The silver moon light was splattering on the older's face. And the breeze ruined his hair in to a beautiful mess.

"You are so handsome." Not that he wanted to say it out loud but Hyunjin just didn't know how to keep it to himself. Chan smiled and pressed his lips on to the forehead, pulling him closer by the waist.

"My Prince is much more beautiful."

"Its cold Channie. Let's go inside. I'm sleepy." The nephilim mumbled and the older lifted him up, taking themselves to the bed and laid down.

"Sleep baby."

Hyunjin hummed, scooting closer to warmth and snuggled on to the chest and kissed a few times over.

"You are... not a monster Channie... I love you." He managed to say over his approaching slumber.

"I love you too, sweetness." 

*sorry for late update 

I just wanted to tell you... something....

You are so pretty. Don't ever think you don't deserve anything... cause all of you deserve so many things. 

We can't change the world and we can't expect everyone to be good to us. If someone leave you , that was meant to happen so... 

There's always someone who will love wether it's a boy or a girl... who ever it is... 

I love you all so much °▪° ♡♡♡♡♡