My Love, Is you

Chapter 23✔️

Losing you❤️
(Third person pov)

As the season change, the feeling is move a bit. The fashion of the relationship is changing into another level. This year Gulf is his fourth year of his medicine busy and and hectic schedule is always with him, but still he always make a time to his man, but the man showing him a coldness.

In the days past by, and the month is running so fast. And the obstacles of the relationship is getting harder. He was fighting for his love to Luis mew. This past one month the man is changing a lot. Losing time, losing of his temper to gulf. Small matters he made it big. He was also started of complain to the things that they use to do. And he is starting of screaming upon the man he use to love and care for. All the sweet and caring and understanding husband is gone in just one month and Gulf is aware of it he started to questioning the changes of their relationship, and looking a prof why the man changed and now he found the reason. In the first he saw them he doesn't matter at all.

But the pain inside his chest is keep digging and make a big hole. It was hurt because he never expect the man he love and love him back is now going to had his happiness and that happiness he never be present the the picture. But the woman in his arm now for gulf the changes is so hurt that hit to the core of his heart.

Yes they always say life is full of change.. like the day past also and the season is changing... Like every feeling get loss every day,,, time for each other is eating by the work and the person around... Time is more important for settling all the problems and to build a strong foundation of the relationship but now is gone. And now the couple who is bound strong when they started, but now one of them is losing his way to go back his home.

Luis Mew change a lot ,,, that even  Neil gulf friends and faith saw it. He is always leaving with a bad mood and go back late at night. Neil Gulf is the man who is continuing waiting his man home but he is always waiting for nothing. He felt the emptiness inside of the house and the coldness on the night is getting worse, he  started to be worry. But still fighting, but now he knows he need to stay away for a while before he lost him self to a man who loss his self for a woman.

He walk out on the road. He keep his self a bit away from the sadness.

Luis Mew POV❤️

The time of me is eating by work, and this new business partner of mine. I saw her pretty and beautiful but my wife is more than her but I can't push her away. She is opposite to gulf is like a load of fire that burns me inside, but she not just a normal woman I say to her I feel the warm inside that make me enjoy with. I feel that we become a good friend our something special on it.

And the thing goes by. I started to be late to go home never bothered to call and text my wife taking for granted the things he was done. Because I'm thinking he understood everything that I'm busy with business work. I never know he was hurting he acting like not bother if I'm home late at night.

Most of the night when I get home I found him sleeping on the couch while waiting of my arrival. But still I never put any of thinking that I already commented a crime against to my relationship to him. A crime that might bring me of lossing him one day.

Until one night Jessica want a dinner with me. And I go with her not bothering that my wife is cooking for a dinner or someone who saw me with this lady. That night I never expecte of what happened.

" Luis mew how was your work the whole day?" She sweetly said and holding my hand in the top of the table.

"it was good... You how was your day?" I ask her back.

"it was boring... You know why.?"  She wink at me and lick her lips.

"why?"  I really don't know what she trying to say.

"because I miss you. I think I like you already" she said out of nowhere not thinking the I'm with someone else.

"wow thank you for liking me" I said cloudy. Because I am still aware that I'm on a relationship, even I had a excitement with this woman. I still had a man at home.

"mew. You know that I know you are having a same sex relationship. But you know I can give you a great family because I'm a woman unlike him." and she stand and sit on my lap and giving me a dip kiss.

In that time gulf face is on my mind flashing into my head,,, a smiling sweetly and genuinely at me his innocence is taking my heart to beat fast. His sweet smile can move my world. That was slap on my face in instant. I can't had this kind of relationship with her. I'm already committed to gulf and it is mistake. I said to my self. I push her and I stand from my set.

"this is enough Jessica. I had my man. He is my only one. And sorry if we got this far. That I never thought him while I'm busy with you. And this is unfair to him. And I love him with all my heart." I said and go out of the restaurant. Never give her a chance to answer my words.

In my way home. I imagining gulf face being angry if he saw me with that person and let his tears run to he face....it hurt me by just thinking about it.