Office ❤️
I rushed in the office and forgot about my first encounter to my new classmate. For the second semester of the year. I put my self in busy eying the quiz paper of the junior student. In old office, after I checked the new one.
When my eyes catch the figure of a man just come, here we go my crush is entering the room in my old table where I work some of papers for students, and the inside of my is not helping on my work and focus.
My God why he is so hot and perfect on my eyes. But after a short glance at him I stand and greeted him.
"how was your class sir? " I ask.
"it is fine gulf, how about you how was your two morning classes?" he seat at the table topping his finger tips at the top.
"everything is good except to the new classmates. He eying me.... that look like I'm naked in front of him." I said without care. Shaking my head of disbelief.
"why? Maybe you might acting cute for him to eying you like that? ." he said in a teasing way. That make me laugh out loud.
"I don't act like that, and I'm not interested in that now enough for me to had one great crush and I know he is not that person." I smiled on my teacher.
"oh... Care to share on me who is that lucky one." he curiously ask me.
"I can't sir."
"Please please please.... " he pleading
"okay,,, my parents they are my crush."
"hahaha are you trying to joke on me"
"no sir, they says crush is no limet on who is this person, as long as your attracting to someone, either physically, or the way they handle their life, how smart they are and how their presents affect your daily works." I said in half lie and half true. Because I knew that my teacher never let it goes if I'm not tilling him.
I do not want to told him that he is my crush. It is a biggest no for now it is not yet the right time for me. Maybe I just keep it to my self until I finish my studies, if he still single. And if not then move on life is to short to be stuck in the one side feeling.
"wowwww nice explanation, I like that. But your eighteen already and responsible enough. To had one, except your parents."
"sir....i want to focus now to my parents. They rise me and care me, love me without reason. There responsibility to me from the very beginning tell now is so hard. I need to pay first their hardship, before planning my personal relationship to someone. My education is my payment to their hard work. "
" your unbelievable one gulf. Your parents is so lucky to had you as their son. I meet many youths like your ages but your the only one I saw with pure heart. Some of your age they look their parents like a ATM they notice them when they need money. But you it so different to others. "
" thank you sir, I'm happy that you appreciate my simple points of view. "
" what was your plan in college?
"My parents are all doctors, and I want to be like them. Saving life is a great tasks to do, if you can help giving a second chance to a person in the middle of life and death is great success."
"what if you lost that life? What would you feel on it?"
"yes I feel bad and failed but, all we know that we are not the beholder of our life. God want the person to rest because his warranty in the world is already expired. And to think that every lost there is winning." I answered him.
Then we talked more things in that forty-five minutes break, while doing my task. We opened more things like personal and points of views about the issue in society and community. That I'm so glad to talk to a open minded teacher like him, and my feelings to him is getting higher. He easily open the book of my life, and we talk also a slightly things about him.
I go back to my classroom after my break and once again I see the person full of confidence. Still eying me and I'm not totally comfortable with his presence near me but I don't had any choice but to ride on the flow.
The end of today's duty is going to be done. But my football is not yet. After the long day I need to recharge my energy by playing football. It is my stress relief. Things are running so nice to me today. And I plan to go to the hospital, and go back home with my parents. I miss them in the whole day._________________________________________
Someone's POV❤️
'I saw gulf early in the morning happy going out of the car. He is so adorable when he smiles on his mom. He is so sweet. My eyes can't take away from him if I had time after every subject I run to look at him in far away. And my stress are gone. He is always a friendly type of person, most of the students here know how nice he was, how good in every thing he did.
In the break time he is on the tutorial. Because he is started his new task tomorrow as a student assistant. I'm happy now least people can eying him because he is in the close door office.
I always feel jealous if I saw someone trying to touch him. Feel always being possessive. Yes I'm so possessive. I don't want any one to touch the things belong to me, but with gulf I don't have rights To feel this jealousy. After he leaves the office I follow him to his room. To see if he is fine and comfortable and safe. I leave him after sending him that time for me to attend my class.
Right now I'm here again to watch him playing football. Even he is the busyest person he always had time for his favorite sports. I can't believe how he managed his time. And stay being honored student of this school.
I saw him kicking the ball wisely to enter the goal and his playmates is jumping for that goal. He is really a great player too. No doubt why he is the MVP of the school. And they call he is the face of this school.
I plan tonight to bring him home, and manage to control my desire on him to make it happen. I want to know him more. Where he leaves and what he do after class. I want to watch him every day. But of course I'm on my car only following him just to sure he is safe going back home. But in my surprise, instead of taking a car he ride to a taxi to the hospital. My heart is beating like crazy, worried is with me.
'fuck where is his drive that pick him always?' I let out my frustration letting out a heavy breath. I closely follow the vehicle, not letting it lose on my eyes.
The taxi is stop and dropped him in one of the prestigious hospital in the country.
' So his parents are working here as what I heard his both parents are doctors. He really a down the earth kind of person, even he is in the good family, money and fame is with him upon he born he still standing humble and hard working.
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