My Love, Is you

Chapter 29✔️

Neil Gulf POV❤️

The time he kneeling down. And opened the small box he hold. I'm shock is winning my whole me. I can't even give a emotion. I'm so much surprise. I really not expected the thing he does now.

I only noticed him looking back. Because he think that he was rejected by the emotion I give. I started to feel of losing. He is a bit far from me already. I ask my self of how many minutes I been in shock mood.

No he misunderstood me. I run to him for him to stop and give him my answer. I hug him so tight. I subbing on his back I broke into my tears.

"why you leave me. You don't want me to answer your questions on me. Sorry babe if I'm so hard to you this whole time. But I can't stop my self if being mad at you. Every time I close my eyes I only see is she kiss you. You know how hard that to me. I want to sleep beside you every night but when I started to walk back to our room. The kiss of you to her is what I see. So I end up to running back to master bedroom. Please don't do that again please it's hurt so much please....... I well forgive you but please don't hurt me again I might not survive the pain again. " and he face on me with his teary eyes.

" thank you baby I promises. I well never do it again. Baby please marry me now. I can't afford to lose you back please baby."

"yes I well married you. I love you."

And he put the ring to my ring finger. And the other ring I put it to him. The ring is so gorgeous pretty but simple.

He grabbed my face and given me a most soft and most loving kiss and so tight hug. He hold me like there is someone trying to take me away from him. Oh God he is so protective and possessive.

"baby can we go back home now. I miss you so much." His eyes focus on my face.

"babe your so pervert. I know what you think." I punch him playfully.

"you don't want to go home or I make love with you here." He makes me feel so hot and nervous. My God public scandal. And he smiled at me evilly.

"okay fine let's go home." I said I don't want to make it in public.

And now we are here in the car. And he is on driving now, while holding my hand tightly. His smile is never stop. And every now and then he kiss my hand.

I'm so happy dip inside. In one month I ignored him. It was one month of suffering. It is really true when you love someone... The second chances is never ended. In order to be happy you need to give up your pride and hug the real situation.

"baby. When you want to get married."

"hmm let's talk that next time I want to focus on you now. And school is bit busy this year it is my last year of college."

"okay baby,,, but I want you to know that I love you.. And I never stop of proving to you. I know it is hard for you to give your fully trust. But I use this second chance to get that trust again. I love you so much." He said.

While we are on the road things from the past is running on my head. The first day I bump him at school....'oh self that is not the first as your boyfriend said...' I corrected my self.

Our first argument due to small thing like he is jealous with Jay. I remember when he ask me why I do need to be around by Jay all the time. I shake my head on how he childish this man. 'and yet he dare to do cheating on me, sometimes I don't get him. What would happen if I'm the on who do it to him?' I murmured my self. He noticed me and my movement.

"Baby what are you thinking? Why just now you shake your head?" He ask me. And I see it was a best thing to know what he does if I do same at him.

" Ah.. I know the feeling is was hurt. Babe what you should do if I do the thing, cheating on you? What would you do with that?" My fiancee look at me his face get serious and unhappy.

" Baby if you did the mistake I do. I might be going to be crazy in pain or I might be die. I can't afford to see you with another person or someone else." He hold my heart so tight.

" Then why you did that to me? Did I do wrong with you or are you not happy with me that time or I forgot something because I'm so busy at school?"

"No baby you did nothing.... I'm so stupid to make that mistake. Now I know that I lost you if I do that again, I am sure not to do it again I'm sorry if I put you in that situation and hurt you so much. But this second chance you give to me I will use it to love you and to charish you to care not to hurt, to love not to betrayed be honest and loyal to you and you alone." He kis my hand and look back to the road.

When we are to near at our home. He let go my hand. in my surprise he put his hand on my tight, he massage that part until to the top of my manhood. He rab and I let a moan. I know I got a precum but my excitement is cut he stop his activity on me.... he stop because he need to enter the gate of our home.

Upon our arrival at the house.... just stop the car he unlock my seat belt and his. He pick me up and let me seat on his lap and he planted my lips a most possionate kisses. While his arms is warping on my back. But He never get enough on me... he opened the car door and carried me inside of the house. He pin me I the wall with his one hand  made is set a fire on my body. And he bring me to the leaving room never detach our lips . He pust me on the couch. He started to unclothed me. And I began to do what he does too. Now me and him is both naked touching each other skin. Licking each other lips. Satisfying each other desires that we keep in a one month of sulking hurting and running away from each other.