My Love, Is you

Chapter 24✔️

Possibility of lossing you

This past few days he never bothered to make food for dinner he sleeps in the study room, he never talk to me. 'oh my God he might know about the woman who always hold me late at night.' The unfamiliar feelings is eating me now and the questions is keep running on my head.

'what if he ask me to leave out of his life?'

'what if he run away and found someone new?'

'what if he don't want me any more because of what I do to him.'

And more what is hunting me now. What if's that make me more worry. And just now I feel the feeling of lossing a half of me.

What make me more worry and hurt on my own stupid action is to scream at him just like this morning, he ask me why I don't had time for him like before? Why I'm always late? Why I'm not giving him a call and text like I do before? And more why and what he ask me that boil my blood. Instead of answering him in a nice way. I just till him.

"stop gulf you don't see I'm so busy with work. And don't ask me again like this again." I said and leave him that kind of argument that I never do before.

'oh no baby sorry if I hurt you. Please don't leave me with for me to explain this.' my prayer.

And I feel sorry for my wife now I know I can't be to any one, I never feel the feelings on my kiss to Jessica. But I never think this before I make this act this far and might hurt my man now.

My kiss of gulf is can satisfy my needs. Can start a fire inside. I know this is mistake but I'm still doing this to him, how I hope gulf never know this or I well given him a chance of leaving me.

' Promise baby it never happens again. I'm sorry if I take for granted you. I promise I well make up to you. I'm coming home baby wait for me. Please..... Please.....'

I said to my self. I almost letting my car to fly back home.

At home I feel so strange the house is so dark, the door is closed. I know gulf is afraid of darkness but why the house is so dark when I check the car, his car is not yet home. Where is he it is past 12 in midnigth. He never go home as late as this. why he is not yet home? I check my phone is there is message from him tilling he is late and he want me to fetch him. But there is nothing I found.

When I entered our home and turned on the lights. I saw a picture and a note on it. In my shuck this photos is happened three days and also the pictures that Jessica kiss me just now. And my tears are running on my face upon I read the note on it.

Mew.

This is what you said your busy. Okay keep being busy. I need time for my self to. If you want to be with her please don't bring her home respect my parents.

Gulf

He really knows my connection with the woman. And the reality hit me in the most worse way. Now here I am hope to hold him back.

'nooooo baby please where are you. Please pick up the phone.'

while I'm dialing his number I run to our room and to the master bedroom of his parents where he sleep last two days he always locking this room in two nights.

'Ohh baby you already know what I do... I sorry please give me a chance to make up to you. I promise to listen and understand you. Even you pouch me you shout at me. I'm willing to accept all of that just come back to me.... I promise I well never do this.' I said to the air.

When I check his clothes some are missing. Oh He brings some clothes meaning his leaving for real.. another knife snab on my heart.

I call him almost one hundred times. And I call also his friends that I know. I call to faith and Jay the two person last I know where he run. But still they don't know. They ask me why gulf is leaving that sudden. I till them that I had fight with him this morning.

After the last call. I run my car with my heart is sinking with frustration and I know it is my mistake. 'I well find you baby and bring you back to my arms again and I never let you go like this. I know I'm so moron of doing this to you even I know that I hurts you most. I'm Dome of doing this after all you did to me.

I go ever streets I almost ask every hotel I check some parking areas might be he park there but there's no gulf at there. My hope is so little that I can find him tonight. And yes I'm not seeing him. It is my first night without him and first morning without him. Without his beautiful smile and sweet greetings. I go back home. Maybe he well be there, but there is no him. Upon I arrive. I call him back maybe he can pick up my call but still nothing.

I go to take a shower and make my self clean he doesn't want to be a person who is dirty. I plan to catch him at the school. I checked the parking area. Yes he is in the school I saw his car. But there is no space near to his park. So I decided to park a little bit far but still I saw his. I know his class schedule. I know one hour from now I can saw my wife and talk to him and bring him back home. As I expected he run to his car for I call him he is on his headset I run fast to catch him but I never make it. Now I'm on my way following him. But he noticed me and he try to lost me. And yes he does. I lost him this time I try to find him but I never saw his car.