I Hate You

Chapter 15 Broken

Katniss POV

I sit in my room, crying out every tear I have. I've lost the two people I love the most. Peeta and Finnick. All because I was so stupid and fucked up. Peeta hates me again and Finnick wants nothing more to do with me. Days have past, maybe a week since I talked to anybody but Prim and my mother. I've heard my phone go off, countless texts and a good amount of calls. Nobody has showed up so I assume they all don't give a crap which is good. I don't wanna talk to anybody. I've been laying in bed, under the covers, bathed in my own tears. I close my eyes, hoping the pain will go away and just as I start to slip into sleep my door opens and closes again.

"Katniss...what are you doing?" its Annie? I keep quiet. "Come on Kat, you can't just hide from the world."

"Yes I can." I mutter. She groans and pulls the covers from me, making me jump. "Hey!"

"Knock it off! I know it hurts what happened but thats no reason to just vanish." she says.

"I don't want to be out right now." I say sitting up. She rolls her eyes and throws the blanket at me.

"Get off your ass. We're going out." she says.

"No, I'm not going anywhere." I say but she shakes her head and opens the curtains letting alot of light in, blinding me. "Annie!"

"Quit it! Get washed up and I'm not leaving this room till your washed up and ready to go!" she snaps. I groan and crawl out of bed, walking to the bathroom and closing th door behind me. I look in the mirror, my hair as messy as can be, my eyes red and droopy. I sigh and turn the shower on, peeling out of my clothes and stepping under the water. I wash up and get out, drying off and wrapping the towel around me before walking out to see her. "What do you wanna wear?"

"Something simple." I say. She nods and walks to my closet, picking out some clothes and handing them to me. I pull them on. 

"Good, lets go." she says heads for the door.

"I don't want to." I say. She groans and walks over to me.

"I don't care what you want." she says grabbing my hands. "Come on!" she yanks me out of my room and down the stairs. I try to fight back but after days of just laying around and doing nothing I'm not strong enough. She opens the door and I'm blinding with bright sunlight as she pulls me out.

"Why do you even want me out here? I was just fine." I say as she pulls me down the street.

"Because you vanished from the face of the earth for a week and I wanted to see you so shut up." she snaps. I sigh and nod, following her. Soon we make it to the mall.

"What are we doing here?" I ask confused.

"We're gonna have a nice day." she says turning. "So....what you wanna eat?"

"Nothing really." I say but she shakes her head. 

"I'll get you something too. Sit down." she says. I nod and sit as she goes and orders food. As I sit there I feel a hand on my shoulder. I turn and see...Peeta? I gasp and jump to my feet.

"What are you doing here?" I asn panicking.

"Shopping." he says coldly. I back up and look around for a chance to just run. 

"Cool...uhh...I gotta...go." I turn and rush away, heading for the one place I know I'll be safe from him. The woman's bathroom. I find a stall all the way in the back and lock the door behind me, sitting on the floor and letting some tears fall. I didn't think it would hurt so much to see him, to be standing right in front of him. Then the door opens.

"Katniss, you in here?" Its Annie! I hold my mouth shut, holding my tears in. She walks down and stops at ming. "Open the door." I sigh and stand up, opening the door. "Kat....I know Peeta was there. Why'd you run away?"

"I couldn't stay there...it hurt to much." I cry before rushing into her arms. This is too much, its all too much and I don't know what do do.

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Sooooooooooo...poor Katniss. I know..

Nikki :)