Wave The Tulips (Genus Rosa Series #1)- Completed

Chapter 14

Awkward akong di makatingin ng diretso kay waven. I feel uncomfortable because he was watching me the whole time. Everytime I did a peek on him, he catches me, then he will shortly chuckled, even that's not so funny.

I arched my brow as I flip the paper when I tried to make a plane but I don't know how to do it. Naiinis ako... naiinis ako kasi di ako magaling gumawa. Suddenly.. I remembered that we used to make a flower paper before.

Dainty teach us before.. how to make a paper things. We always hang out in the library but not to study, we are making a stupid moves.. why the librarian villager, always mad at us. Pinagtatawanan lang namin sya hanggang sa makalabas.

Kahit si dainty.. ay naiinis din sa amin kasi pati sya ay.. nadadamay sa ginagawa namin ni Sunny.
Pinagtupi-tupi ko ang mga paper, gaya ng naalala ko noon. Nang matapos ako, ay nangunot ang noo ko. The paper flower I made doesn't seem to the real one.

"Let me make It for you" Waven suggested. Nabigla pa ako.

I want to decline to his offer but he already got my paper. Hindi na lang ako umangal. I watch him doing that, as I look at his eyes, the whole he make.. until he finished. Binaba ko ang tingin sa kanya para di nya makita. He handed me a flower, I smiled at him and say thank you.

"Did you get it'?"

"What..'?" Curiously I asked.

"On.. how to make that.." He point at what he makes.

"Um.. marunong naman na ako, I just—"

"Really'?" I nodded. "Make me one.. then" Nilapag nya sa table ang isa pang paper.

Naiilang akong kunin ang paper na yon. I don't how to do that, I mean.. nakalimutan ko nang gumawa. What should I do'? Can I just make some paper nothing or tell him that I don't know how..'? Kaya lang.. baka—

"Don't tell me..." He trailed off and sighed. "You don't pay an attention in the paper, right'?" Hindi ako nagsalita. "You were only watching me.. not the paper, that's why, you're 'spacing out'.. lilieae..." He shook his head, looking disappointed but he is smirking, in a serious way.

"Edi' I-I'm sorry"

"Why are you sorry'?

"Because.. hmm—" I bowed my head, avoiding his menacing face.

He sighed. "Whatever.. If you like to watch me, just watch me.. but don't try to look for another man..."

What the hell'? Is he doing this on purpose'? Of course yes.. why would he tell me such an sarcastic topic. My gosh.. I blushed so much, I'm afraid that this effect will be remain forever and I might fall.. Um.. in the ground, Yeah.

"Um.. You're just got off in the flight, you must've been rest as well. Kulang ka yata sa tulog..." I changed the topic.

He murmured something but I didn't hear. Napakurap-kurap ako at gustong ipaulit ang sinabi nya pero pinabayaan ko na lang. Tumango ako kahit wala naman syang sinasabi. I sighed heavily and played with the paper flower he made.. for me.

He has a great hand to make a things like this. I thought he only into the company.

I feels better. It's already had four days pass before I got here, after this two weeks.. I will be back to manage the company and proceed the plan of the auction. I hope I can be successfully done it, since.. waven is here.. to help me.

Luminga linga ako para tingnan si waven.. ngunit wala naman sya kaya binuksan ko ang loptop at tiningnan uli ang huling email ni Theo sa akin.

From: gazolgatheo@email.com

He's doing fine Ma'am Zinnia and there nothing wrong to worry about the company. Wag po kayong mag alala dahil hindi ko pababayaan'g mapahamak ang kompanya at ang daddy ninyo

That's the last of his message and he didn't send me another any info.. but to read that message, it made me happy a bit and feel always the same. I miss my dad, I miss my mom.. I miss my friends. I miss my company. Ano na kaya ginagawa nila ngayon'?

I wanted to push a message to them.. including mom, even if she is already in the heaven, I can still send messages to her in my heart and my head. Mom I love you..

"What are you thinking'?" I look at waven and shook my head.

His brows furrowed, didn't believe what I mean. Nilabanan ko ang titig nya, ngunit ako parin ang unang umiwas ng tingin. He shook his head and put the extra coffee he bought in the table beside me. Tumayo uli sya at pumunta sa kusina.

Nagtataka pa akong sinusundan sya ng tingin. I wonder what is he doing'? He bought two coffee.. one for me and one for him. I didn't say that I wanted to drink a coffee but here is he, he even bought a cake. He sat down, nagtataka pa rin ako sa kanya.

He looked at me into the eyes. He opened his mouth like wanted to say something but he didn't push it. Again.. he sighed heavily. Mas lalong nangunot ang noo ko sa inaasal nya. Umiwas sya ng tingin ngunit binalik din agad.

"What were you doing all day, when I was away'?" Sa wakas binasag nya na rin ang katahimikan.

I gulped, feeling guilty because I emailed Theo with no permission to him. Seryoso sya ngayon.. parang alam nya na nga ang ginagawa ko kahapon ngunit.. kung alam man nya yon.. ay di na sya magtatanong sa akin.

"Nothing... sa bahay lang. G-Gumagawa lang ako ng report shipping para kay Sunny" Totoo naman na ganon ang ginawa ko hah'? I'm not joking.

"You're not doing stupid things, are you'?"

"What'! No.. I don't know what you are talking about" I looked away. What stupid thing, is he talking about'? He can just ask auntie Milena if I'm doing weird yesterday.

"Liar.. You emailed your secretary, Theo right'? You even said you miss him' yet you still denied It." The cold of his voice and angers dragged me down.

Paano nya nalaman yon'? Pati ba si Theo ay.. nasa puder na nila'? I can't believe it.

"H-How did.. y-you know'?"

"It's not worth it to tell. I already told you not to connect with them while... we are still here" He ignores my question.

I rolled my eyes. Pati ako ay.. parang nagagalit na din. How can I not asked them if they're doing is still okay'? Bakit nila ako pinipigilan'? I'm just worried, right'? Pero sa kanila ay parang.. ako lang ang mali.

Dapat ko bang sundin na lang sila at walang gagawin'? How about the company if it's got bankrupt'? Well.. kailangan may gawin ako, they can't manage my moves. Huh' in they're face.. I'm not gonna stop. Kahit palibutan pa nyan ako ng mga multo para pigilan lamang.

"Bakit ba pinagbabawalan mo akong i-message sila'? Eh' gusto ko lang—" I almost shout at him, if he just not interupted and cut my words.

"Calm fuckin' down. It's for your safety, alright'?"

"Safety.. Safety.. Ano ba talaga ang nangyayari at bakit yung mga Dela zues.. ang nasa likod ng nangyayari'ng to'?" May tumulo ng luha sa mga mata ko. He did not say but just looked at me. Kahit gayon pa man.. ay pinagpatuloy ko ang sinasabi.

"I don't understand.. why can't I— why I should not just send them a message to ask how are they doing'?" My last words got break down.

Humina ang boses ko dahil sa iyak na pinapakawalan ko.  Waven eyed me seriously. I want to beg him.. to tell me everything, kasi parang iba yung sinabi nya sa akin noong unang araw pa lang namin dito. I have that feeling in the first place but I choose to believe.

Naniniwala ako na kaya talagang gawin nina Nathalie ang sinasabi ni waven but sometime it bothered me.. that we have done nothing to them, before we got here. We did not even met after I came to the office.

Ngayon lang ako mas napaniwala nang gayong pinag-usapan namin ni waven. The reason he gave me is not the real reason.

The real reason is.. I have to found out.