SOMETHING UNSPOKEN

Chapter - 10

Norah's P.O.V

I just opened my eyes slowly. My eyes are playing slomo like some movies.

After a long visualization I realised that I'm on a hospital bed, my hands are busy sucking the glucose.

I just noticed that Eva checking some reports or whatever.

"OMG, Norah! You gave me an attack! What happened? Are you okay now? Is everything fine? Just answer me"

I could see her broken heart while asking these. She is putting lots of expressions and that's okay for the situation.

I managed to sit. My eyes stared to the floor, it's crystal white.

"Eva, I don't know! I can't even recognize myself. I feel like a shit! Why am I always getting something like this? I can't run away from anything. As if I'm tied up.

You know ever since my papa passed it's been like hell! That totally fucked up my life! I'm too small for a dark life." My voice started cracking.

"I am mentally torn up. I can't manage this life. Even I am a price for two other lives!! What will happen to Tris and mama?? I can't repeat the past, I can't leave my mama alone!" those memories hit me and Tears began to roll.

"I want to be the strongest for them. And you know, every time..... Each n every time I'll assure myself, OK Norah! It's fine, it'll pass by, you'll have a chance. But, I couldn't find any. I am fed up with my own life."

I feel like throwing up all my emotions and thoughts.

"I can't even manage my college life. I want to be a bold girl Eva! Fighting for life and living peacefully.

But I can't even imagine an ordinary life! Life with happy endings. You know, these are very important things in my life. I'm the only guardian of my family."

"But, why can't I get up from this nightmare. I can't sit in a closed room.

You know, it's been 2,3 months...... and it came again. In those days I thought that claustrophobia is no more.

I gave hope to myself, slowly I can make up everything. And you know, it's a bullshit!! I gave false hope to myself!

I'm damn claustrophobiac!!!

And when Rowan grabbed my hand, those incidents Eva....those hands, those dirty smirks that make me more weak! I can't do this! My life is totally fucked up!"

I started crying badly. Eva joined me by hugging tightly that makes me comfortable.

.........ROWAN P.O.V...........

'Tia, just stop it! And don't do such stupid things again!"

I gave her a clear warning.
"Why? When I passed by I want to see you soo badly so that I came to you, and your dad welcomes me home. That's it!"

"Tia, don't ever come to my home! And specially to my bedroom."

I clenched my teeth.

"And just delete the photo that you had posted, now itself!" I made it clear.

"what's the problem for that photo. I love seeing you sleeping honey!" she stared me while coming closer.

"I don't like taking my pictures without my permission and what the fuck have you done laying beside me in such a way and posted that damn picture!" I asked seriously.

"Rowan, everyone knows we're dating, so what baby?"

I grabbed her phone and deleted it myself. Talking to her is useless.

"Babe, it's okay. I'll not repea....
OUCH"

I'm hell shocked to see Tia's stained white shirt also it's a hot coffee. I could see a girl with a brown off shoulder lace up lantern sleeve sweater and a black skirt.

She look as if statue, froze in that position, her eyes are going wide as if it would explode. She is secretly cursing the rest cup of coffee in her hand by squeezing it so hard.

"Hey sorry, I didn't notice you...... I'm extremely sorry" she acted cool free with a concern.

"Hey, your stupid sorry won't eradicate what just happened! Can't you see the people and also it's hot dear, WTF? How am I going to attend the class now" Tia roared.

Of course it's a hard slap for Tia. The girl doesn't even know her, maybe a fresher. She just kept quiet, but her attitudinal expression doesn't fade. Good luck!

"Okay she doesn't do it purposely, also she apologized! Then what?" a girl stands for her.

Cheer up, another one is trapped in Tia's cage.

I'm not interested in these dramas, especially when it comes to Tia, so I think I must leave here.

"What sorry? Pay for the shirt it's $200!!"

what? Did she just talk about paying $200? She is really playing with her.

Actually for Tia it's not a big deal for a shirt, but she is really losing her so called pride before a fresher.

The girl gasped, Tia is making poison for her and the smallest dose itself is gonna kill her. Now I can't see the attitudinal girl that I have seen just before.

She is breathing so heavily and I could feel her like a lost child in the forest.

I'm done with Tia's bossiness.

"Tia"

She turned.

"Take my key, change your clothes. Just leave it"

she nodded. I'm not that softie but, I don't want Tia to show off. She just whispers something to her and went off. When I'm just about to turn,

"Hey, thank you, I....."

"WATCH.OUT"

I stopped her. I don't want that bullshits. I don't like being so kind and those words actually sucks
cause, it's of no use than waste of time.

I just gave her a glare. Her lips slowly moved the position from laugh
to a confusing one. She stared at me.

I went off. She was standing there without moving and watching me carefully as if I'm taken from a spaceship.

"Hey what's up bro!"
Erik came towards me panting.

"Nothing"
"Oh... I just heard that you and your beloved roasted a newbie"

"what? It's college isn't it? News flow by wind or what?" I just smirked.

"So, it's right isn't it?" he spoke while drinking water.

I near nake choked him

"Don't ever call her my beloved, ever again!"

"Okay, okay okay.... Please stop, you asshole!" I just leave him

"And I didn't roast anyone, I just gave her a look"

"So you call that thing 'just a look' is that so? It's a death glare man! You won't understand the difference" he waved his hand as a surrender.

Luke came jogging towards us.
"You aren't playing anymore?"

"just half time rest, chill!" Erik assured him.

We are in a basketball court. Practicing for the next tournament. We all sat in a bench for the refreshment.

"Hey dear Rowan, where is your angel?" Dylan ran towards us laughing.
"Honey! Rowan! Are you feeling good? Do you want water baby?" he started teasing me in Tia's voice

"Sssshhhh..... " Erik is giving warning. I think he understood the pain. I slowly picked up the water bottle.
"Hey, come on darling, let's go for a date...."

I hold the shirt and started hitting him with the bottle.

"God! Stop it! Are you mad?!!" he shouted.

"Never use such things!" I break his bones by hugging so tightly.

"Agh! You are damn sweat Rowan! I'm about to collapse!" he started acting like fainting.