SOMETHING UNSPOKEN

chapter - 18

Rowan's P.O.V

I want to make sure how she is doing. I want to visit her but how can I face her after getting into such an awful situation?

Next day I went to college hoping to see her doing fine. My friends are not coming to college cause of the club meeting and I told Eric about the whole thing yesterday.

He teased me but at the same time hell shocked about hearing me, saying that I'm freaking doing the very unexpected.

I looked for Norah everywhere and finally found on the canteen. Laughing, eating and talking which makes my mind calm.

I'm not sure whether it makes me calm or happy but that feels nice.

I watched her whole time and of course without her knowledge. I'm cent sure that, now I'm a freak doing such stupid things.

After class I watched her practicing. I don't know why I'm even doing this. I only want to make sure that she is fine but now I feel like watching her the whole day.

I kept a clear distance from her that she or nobody catch me watching her. I watched her every move of the dance and she is doing great.

But suddenly she twisted her leg while practicing. I feel like going there and checking wether her leg is okay, but I can't do that. I just kept looking at her.

After the class, she went out taking her stuffs with that twisted leg. She can't walk properly but she managed. She is standing outside. Simply watching the streets.

Is she going alone at this time? I think of going to her and offering a ride then dropped the idea. I can't even face her then how am I going to do that? So forget it.

She is walking slowly looking here and there. She is now looking like a lost child. I do accompanied her, but she completely unaware of that. And then all of a sudden she stopped and turned. I managed to hide somehow.

GOD! What is happening here? Am I really doing this kind of stuffs? Unbelievable! She started walking, quickly.

I just lost her cause of the distance from her I kept after hiding. While walking my phone is buzzing and it is Eric on the screen. I took it.

"What?"

"Mahn, you are so rude!"

"Okay, thank you. Now hang it up" I told him in a hurry cause I need to look her. I don't where she or not.

"Wait, how is the thing going on? Did you talked to her?" Eric continued.

"Eric! I just lost her in the way so hang up!"

"Don't say you are stalking her like a psycho at this time!" He said and I hang up.

I looked everywhere but she is nowhere to be found.

Did anything happened to her? I ran through the small streets, looking here and there.

I feel so bad about losing her. I think now I'm the lost one. When I turned I noticed a guy running through the other streets. Something is not right. I ran towards her.

I could see a girl from a long distance and I'm sure that its her. She is crying.

Why is problems hitting her everytime. I can't see her properly.

I walked towards them. She is confused seeing me there. I'm on this fight.

I'm sure I can deal with them cause I'm a fucking boxer and that's my weakness. I looked at her once again and started doing my stuff.

Even though I'm good at this I was beaten by them. At last, they ran saving thier life's. I looked at her she is freaking out, she looked at me

"umm.... Thank you!" She said in a low voice. I nodded and I went towards her to check wether she was okay.

"Oh god! I'm sorry for the mess. Your face looks... Umm."

She is looking me, wide eyes and the thin line of eyeliner. Her face is all red and that looks cute. Now a days I'm using such words more often! GOD!

"That's okay!" I had gone through such situations. So that's not a big deal for me.

"Are you okay?" She asked with the same wide eyes. I smiled in my mind seeing her so called innocence.

"Yeah, I'm okay and what about you?" I can't look at her when she is looking at me. I can't do it. I can't make an eye contact. I feel nervous when she looks at me.

I don't know what's happening to me. But I just can't do it. My heart is becoming lighter when I look into her. So it's better not to look.

"I'm perfectly fine" she said and turned, the next moment she is on the ground. I helped her to stand straight.

"If it is not a problem, I can drop you home. My car is there on the other side." I don't know how but I said it.

SHIT! Why did I just ask like this? What if she rejects it? I stand comfortably there, of quite opposite what I feel.

She nodded. SHE NODDED! Okay.

"Wait here I will take my car, okay?" I came with my car and run to open her door playing gentleman.

Nonsense.

She is still standing there staring at me. Is she not getting in? I turned my head towards her seat silently telling her to get in.

She woke up from her dream and got in. She gave me a big smile. I don't know why she is smiling this much? Is she hurting her lips? I nodded and started driving.

When I was about to turn she gave me her address. Thank god. I forget that she don't know that I knew her address. Just in time.

While driving she turned towards me, "So, why are you stalking me?" She asked out of nowhere. My God! This is gonna be hard. What am I going to say? Did she saw me?

"Stalking? No!" I denied it.

I'm trying to focus on driving cause that's not going perfect. My heart is raising, thank god she can't hear it.

"Then how did you found me?" Why is she asking me this? First time I'm feeling fear inside me! Damn it!

"I just walked and saw you with those guys!"

"Walking at this time when you have a car?!" She asked me. She caught me red handed and successfully I reached her house.

"I think this is your house." I tried to distract her from the thought. She looked outside and nodded.

"Are you sure that you are okay with this face.... Means all red head, maybe you can wash your face or something like that, you can come in."

"No fine, I'm leaving."

"Thanks" she said with a smile.

"Yeah!" While turning my car, "I'm not stalking you and good night!"

I just said that and went off. I don't want her to that. While driving I was thinking about how many stupid things I had done today.

I called Eric when I reached my flat and narrated everything.

"Wow... Mahn, you are such a..." He continued laughing.

"Just shut up Eric!"

"Okay, fine. But you...." He continued his laughter and I just ignored it and hang up.