SOMETHING UNSPOKEN

chapter - 14

Rowan's P.O.V

A silly girl is playing with me!! Nonsense. I left the canteen and went to the dance room.

When I entered the room I found her trying so hard to stand on the position that a girl is showing her.

She fall, then again do the same, murmuring something to herself and that was cute.

WHAT! Did I just said cute? SHIT! I collected all my arrogance from here and there while standing behind her. She slowly turned.

I can see her wide smile slowly changing. Why is this girl always smiling? She is facing some sickness or what?

Her eyes is becoming wider and wider aa it is going to explode. I could find some reality whenever I look into her eyes.

I moved closer towards her, but my face is like angry as hell. Everyone started moving from there.

"You think you are clever?" I clenched my jaw. She just looked at me in disgust. Is that so?

"You are just a dust in my shurt, that I cam remove at any second"

"Is your drama going to have an intermission soon?" She rolled her eyes.

I have never seen a girl who is so against me. I grabbed her wrist. For what? I don't know! Maybe it's the ego or whatever.

I didn't noticed that I'm using half of my strength towards this small hand. she is trying her best to make it free as it encouraged me more.

"Don't play Smart by reporting something" I said

"You know..."

"Excuse me" again it's Bella.

"Get Out. It's our practicing time" I gave her a last glare and went out.

As I'm no as longer participating in tomorrow's match, I went for a drive. I like driving, that makes my mind away from all the emotions, tension and every other things.

The day flood by. I switched off my phone cause Tia is playing with her phone continuously by calling me.

The next day when I'm walking towards the basketball court, I saw Norah rushing so fast with a file in her hand.

I ran and dragged her to an empty classroom. Today who is gonna save her? I smirked.

"What?" She shouted. She looked so worried.

"I need to go, move aside!" She said like an order.

"You wanna go? Seriously!" I smirked. I locked the classroom to make her feel that she is damn trapped in my hands and I stepped closer.

"Why the hell are you making me trouble?" I raised my brows. She dropped the file.

I'm smiling in my mind cause I feel like, I'm making her nervous. I took a step towards her as she took one step back.

"Do I look like a clown to you?" I asked her without expecting a response.

I grabbed her arm as my one and only intention is to make her worry like hell.

"Don't ever play with me cause you can't predict the return!" I continued.

Suddenly her eyes are not stable, she is losing her balance. At that instant all my intentions fade and the worry I wanted from her face can now be seen in mine.

She fainted and in my hands. I felt so sorry for this, I could feel my heart beating so fast.

I carried her and rushed outside. Everyone is staring at me. But why I don't know I just don't care.

Erik just lost his mind when he saw me,
"start the car!" Erik took my car and we are now heading to the hospital.

I can't make her wake. I called her name twice, thrice or how many time. I don't even know. I sprinted water but of no use. She can't die. Oh God! I can't tie my mind thinking of this.

Erik is hell shocked seeing me so worried. I ignored him intentionally. I called Chris and told him to inform her friends or whoever that can take her afterwards.

We reached the hospital and doctor took her for a check up.

"Actually she is fine" doctor said while examining her. "She need to get a good rest. She is out of energy now. Give her a sedation." He said to a nurse who was standing there.

We came to the doctor's room to know more about the situation.
"You are her boyfriend, right?"
He asked turning towards me.

I nodded, for what I've no idea, I just accepted it.

Erik is trying so hard yo control his laugh. I give him the bill and my card, and told him to pay. It's better when he is away.

"Okay, you know how long your girlfriend has been claustrophobic?"
He asked me.

Firstly it shook me off while hearing this, secondly I've no idea about what I'm going to say towards him. I tilted my head as no.

"I'm dealing some psychiatry and I think you need to take care well of you girlfriend that she is being effected by this so hard, maybe she is facing this for a long time."

"Sure" I faked a half smile.

Chris came with a girl to the hospital and she ran towards her room. I took the report and payed for some medicine's and walked towards her room. When I was about to open the door, I heard her crying.

"You know ever since my papa passed it's been like hell! That totally fucked up my life! I'm too small for a dark life." Norah is trying so hard to not to cry.

"I am mentally torn up. I can't manage this life. Even I am a price for two other lives!! What will happen to Tris and mama?? I can't repeat the past, I can't leave my mama alone!" She began crying as her friend tries to console her.

"I want to be the strongest for them. And you know, every time..... Each and every time I'll assure myself, OK Norah! It's fine, it'll pass by, you'll have a chance. But, I couldn't find any. I am fed up with my own life." I felt a little heavy in my heart!

"I can't even manage my college life. I want to be a bold girl Eva! Fighting for life and living peacefully. But, I can't even imagine an ordinary life! Life with happy endings. You know, these are very important things in my life. I'm the only guardian of my family."

"But, why can't I get up from this nightmare. I can't sit in a closed room. You know, it's been 2,3 months...... and it came again. In those days I thought that the claustrophobia is no more. I gave hope to myself, slowly I can make up everything. And you know, it's a bullshit!! I gave false hope to myself!"

"I'm damn claustrophobiac!!! And when Rowan grabbed my hand, those incidents Eva... those hands, those dirty smirks that make me more weak! I can't do this! My life is totally fucked up!"

I don't know what exactly is she facing, but one thing is for sure, it is much worse than mine.