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"We are taking what from Hook?" Patrick gasps. As I scoop a sleeping Addy up into my arms and take him back to the cabin. He followed me around for the last few hours before he fell asleep on the floor. Poor little thing, the other lost boys told me he only got here hours before we did. Addy's older brother was a trans man, when their already negligent parents found out they killed him. Addy was left alone and Artemis went to fetch him.
I can't imagine what this poor child has been through.
"Peter," he said after I'd heard his story. "You remind me of Avery, being with you makes me feel safe." Which just about broke my heart so of course I was going to let little Addy become my shadow, whatever he needs to feel safe, I've got it.

I shush Patrick for Addy's sake. Then drop my voice to a whisper.
"A crown, which is mine anyway, but it has an antidote for Ace in it." I explain to him. Patrick raises an eyebrow.
"Your first love, Ace? Yeah Miles told me." Patrick whispers as I put Addy in his bed and pull the covers over him. We quietly leave little Addy to sleep. Patrick follows me down a few doors down to my room.
The inside of each room is much the same, we just have different colours. My room is green.

"So I'm risking my life for a boy who still loves you." Patrick is really fixating on this.
"You don't have to come." I snap at him. "I've know Ace my whole life, I'm not going to just let him die." I add. Patrick rolls his eyes.
"You didn't even remember him till we got back here and besides YOU could get killed." He snaps right back at me.
"Well he just about died trying to keep something for me."
Patrick huffs.
"Because he knew you'd have to come save him, and once you found out what he'd done for you, maybe you'd want him back."
"That's ridiculous. And besides I'd save him anyway. Ace means too much to me to just let him die."
There's some arm swinging and frustration in the air. And a whole  lot of tension.
"No, Peter, what's ridiculous is you didn't even remember these people til we got here and you're ready to give up your life for them?" Patrick yells.
"I didn't remember them because that's what your world does, it made me forget. But back when I lived here these were my people. Why is that such an issue for you?" We are getting louder and louder the other boys must be able to hear every word.
"Why Peter? Because you still love Ace too." He blurts. "I'm here as your prince, so if you're in love with someone else, where does that leave me?" He adds.
"Do you hear yourself? You're here Patrick, because you had a terrible life back home. Never-land takes you in when you are on your own with no one to take care of you. The other's just call you my prince, because you were a prince back home. And Of course I love Ace, but... not that it's any of your business right now.. I don't think I'm IN love with him anymore."
Patrick frowns.
"You don't think." He says and turns to head out the door. I let him go. If he's going to be like that I don't want his company anyway. Patrick's being ridiculous right? Am I suppose to just let Ace die? Is that what he wants. It's been a day.. so when I collapse in my bed it takes me over and the tears flow out involuntarily. There's a lot on the shoulders of Peter Pan. I just hope I am enough.

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