Expected Love

Ruined

Rashid's wedding was the most memorable day. I was stunned…no pleasantly stunned by the way Jia pounced on that girl for insulting bro. I never knew she was so…how should I phrase it… umm, attached to bro? Or inspired by him to go to the extent of threatening that girl in front of the whole reception crowd. I could understand if it was Lia, but Jia? It was unexpected. Not that I have any complaints, I would had done the same. No one gets to insult Viktor Anderson. Period.

That day, my heart swelled with pride. Jia was now part of our gang. I always thought they have a general dislike for each other but…they act weird nowadays, Jia had moved her desk outside bro's office then again moved it inside yesterday and just now at Rashid and Sofia's house warming party, bro is visibly ignoring Jia, and she was stealing glances at him every time Rashid introduced her to his friends suggesting to date, but was failing miserably at being discreet.

I was not much aware of what was going on because my heart was aching. Have you ever felt that ache in your heart? It is my first time, in fact I never knew something like this was even possible to happen. But it was happening to me, seeing the sight before me. Lia and that lamb were being so cosy and lovey dovey. They were the next couple in the line to get married, and they left no stone unturned in their PDA. I sat there staring at them, scrutinizing my eyes at their every move and rubbing my aching head.

Almost all the guests had left, it was just us and Jia. Sofia and Lia were literally drunk. They were laughing and giggling like silly teenage girls sitting on the couch cuddling with their partners.

"Bruce, please drop Ms Davis at her home," suddenly I heard bro's voice vibrate around from beside me. I saw Jia going out and Bruce tailing behind. I didn't hear what she told before leaving.

"Ok guys, I am off too. See you tomorrow." Bro said in general and left with a nod. Why is he in so much hurry?

I peered at Lia who was busy kissing that...ugh! Why can't I just accept it. Why is it affecting me so much? She is happy with him, so be it.

"Come, Lia, I will drop you." I told her, gritting my teeth. She didn't listen, of course.

"LIAAA. Come, I will drop you." She glanced at me, puzzled.

"I will go with Liam. You can leave." She said, smiling brightly at her fiance who pecked her nose in return.

"We should leave too baby, you had too many drinks." Liam stood up pulling Lia up with him.

"Noooo....l don't want to...Sofi...SOOFFIII...." She called out Sofia, who was busy kissing Rashid.

"yeah?" She pulled away from her husband.

"Can we crash in at your place tonight?" Lia asked with a pout.

"Guest room is there." Sofia pointed as being dragged to their room by Rashid. Seriously? Can't they wait?

"Close the door when you leave buddy" Rashid informed me, peeping from behind the bedroom door. Lia and Lamb too made their way to the guest forcing me fist my hands.

Crazy disgusting couples.

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It had been two weeks since we met at Rashid's party. I had not seen her since then. The scene of them kissing played again and again in my mind, causing me die inside.

Was I getting restless?

Yes

Was I missing her?

Yes

Do I want to kill Liam Cooper

YES! YES!

Do I love her?

NO!....yes?...I don't know...Fcuk

I gulped the whole glass of whiskey in one go.

"Easy man." Sam said. Sam ... Samuel is my club buddy. We meet each other on a weekly basis at his club, we drink, have fun, take girls home...we just chill. But not today, this blasting music, flashing lights, toxic stench and seducing girls were irritating me.

"What's up? You seem distracted" he asked, pouring himself a drink.

"Nothing..." I mumbled, ignoring the girl who sat almost on Sam's lap.

"Is it some girl?" He smirked. I didn't reply.

"It is." He laughed out loud. I just kept quiet.

"Oh my god! My friend, you are ruined. Are in love?" I rolled my eyes at that. Everyone knows about my feelings better than me. Is it written on my face?

"It is the same girl you brought here with some friends." He asked with a sly smile.

I shook my head negatively. I don't have any such feelings for Jia...infact I don't ever want to look at any other girl except...god, what is happening to me? I am surely ruined.

Sam got busy with that girl and I stood up to leave. Just then I saw him at the bar counter sitting on the stool chatting with a girl.

WHAT THE FCUK!