HUMNAVA MERE ♥️

Part-17

Zinda hun lekin wo baat nahi hai !
Jee raha tha na mein tumhare saath ?
Kya tum khush nahi thi ?
Kyu mujhe chodh kar chali gai tum Shehnaaz kyu ? Itna pyaar karta hun na mein tumse , iss baat ka fayda uthaya hai tumne ! Nafrat to nahi kar pata hun mein tumse , kya karun , bahut shiddat se jo chaha hai tumko.
Lekin maaf nahi karunga mein tumhe kabhi ! Kabhi bhi nahi ....
Mere saare sapne , saare sukh ek pal mein cheen liya tumne Shehnaaz.
Kuch bhi baat thi to bata sakti thi na tum mujhe !? Lekin nahi ... as usual tumhe mujhse nahi share karna tha , tumhe mujhse dur hi jaana tha to itni paas kyu aayi tum !?
Kyu aayi ? Kyu aayi ?
POV ends
He was so high on alcohol that he passed out 😵 thinking about shehnaaz murmuring her name.
Her name that's what he is left with.
The name which still gave him shivers , chills to the bone and butterflies to his stomach. Her name !

He was habitual to this , passing out in the club ! The area was private and was already booked by him for every night. The waiters and the manager very well recognized him and knew that he was going through a tough phase of life. They too never interfered between his life.

It was early in the morning when his phone started to buzz with non-stop calling. He woke annoyingly , eyes red and puffed . He picked up the call and found his mother on the other side.

On call
Sid- yes !? 😶
Sm- beta ghar kab aaraha hai tu ?😔
Sid- kiske ghar ? 😒
Sm- beta ! Tera ghar ... Shukla niwaas 🥺
Sid- wo ghar mera nahi , aapka hai mom ! Mera ghar to bussa hi nahi ...😤😤
Sm- bacche aise mat bol please 🥺
Sid- aap mujhe bata kyu nahi deti nahi ki , shehnaaz or aapki last meet mein kya baatein hui thi ? Jis din aap bat dengi mein aajaunga nahi to mein farmhouse jaa raha hun !
(Saying so he hung up the call)
Call ends

Sm sat on the sofa , as it's been long her son has talked to her like before. The boy who used to share every single and minute detail with his mother does not even talk to her. She knew it was her fault as well , but she was bounded to break any of the woes taken. Kushal and Vikas patted her back to calm her down. Chetna brought some water for Sm. Shefali , Vidyut and Shreya immediately took the car keys and three of them drove towards the farmhouse.

Yes, all of Sidnaaz's friends were sitting next to Sm , while she was on a call.

Sidharth who was driving a bit harshly reached his farmhouse from the club and went in. Locking each and every door of the house. Turning all the lights off ! He asked all the servants to leave and pro his car inside , so no one gets to know he is home.

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Sidharth went inside the room and Locked it. He lit a cigarette and sat down on the floor smoking.
He was continuously smoking , one after the other.

The whole room was filled with smoke. After crushing every cigarette on the floor , making the white tile go grey due to the ash. He screamed on the top of his lungs. Tears rolling down his eyes.